Chapter 1

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"Oh, So now that I've gotten older, No one wants anything to do with me, Huh?

I'm just used for peoples urgent wants and needs. I mean really? Whats left to think for a girl who suffers with extreme depression?" Everyday is the same damn routine school, eat, shower & sleep.

Momma don't let me go any fucking where by anywhere I mean Nowhere!! This shit is like jail SHIT !!worse than jail at-least they do have reck time, LOL I don't even get that let momma come to that door & I'm off that porch ! Tuuuuh! ASS WHOOPING !!!!

My life consists of nothing sitting in this boring ass house listening to her play Betty right after the pain & R-Kelly when a woman's fed up.. every fucking day!!...It's so bad all day at school I hear this shit in my head. I mean how the hell I suppose to learn anything???..... Can't go home & ask for help.

Momma ain't paying me any mind she got Bryant to kick-it with, by Bryant I meant her "new boo". He got her sprung, when she knows he's coming over she rushes home from work to cook before he come over, but cook for us when she feel like it, talking about "I'm tired" yeah ok you tired. She spend 50 minutes fussing & cussing at us everyday. like damn she C.O. Brown Around this bitch.. you gotta walk on egg shells.... I mean damn. Honestly nothing ever satisfies her.

I do everything around this damn house, not to mention I have 3 lazy, funky feet ass brothers that's here everyday &  don't do shit.. come home eat, tear shit up & leave come back all times of the night hell sometimes don't come back at all, But they don't get fussed at because them bitches team up against me every-time, so you know who have to hear the complaining & shit ? Yeah. ME!! But that's alright I always get them when they're least expected fucking bastards.!! Everyday it's the same bullshit ! If it ain't C.O. Brown (my mom) lol then it's them 3 dick beaters lmao. I guess when you're the youngest shit always falls on you but come on can a bitch get a break?

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