~ Jack's POV ~
"JAAAAACK DO YOU HAVE MY PHONE I CAN'T FIND IT!" Madison shouted from downstairs to me.
I just ignored her, today was the day that we were taking a plane to Florida.
It's been a week since JJ and I saw each other.
I don't want to say goodbye because I don't want that Jack is going to cry.
Because he hated when JJ cried.
He don't want to leave but he has to, he knows that he loves JJ but he loves Madison too.
I just want to.. "JAAAAAACK THERE IS SOMEONE AT THE DOOR! OPEN IT" Madison is really annoying, because she is always stressing when we go somewhere.
I stood up and walked to the door.
~ JJ's POV ~
What the fuck am I going to say to him?
Wassup? No to weird.
Hello? Hell no I'm not talking to my grand-parents.
Hi? Yes, hi is perfect.
Just when I decedid the love of my life opened the door and I saw that there where some bags in the hallway.
Are they going on vacation?
Jack interrupted me with his beautifull voice.
"Hey, what are you doing here" He said.
"A good morning for you to" I smiled
"Are you going to move?" I said jokingly
"Euh-h" He was going to say something when that slut of a Madison Beer interrupted us.
"JACK WHO IS AT THE DO.." she stopped talking when she saw me standing at the doorway.
"Johnson do us a favor and leave so we can prepare us for moving out" my heart broke in a million pieces and I couldn't breath.
"JJ are you alright" Jack said very nice.
"DON'T CALL ME THAT, JJ IS FOR FRIENDS YOU ARE MY ENEMY, SO YOU KISS ME AND THEN YOU LEAVE! HOW CAN YOU DO THAT I FUCKING LOVE YOU WITH WHOLE MY HEART!!!"
I said that and left.
When I came home I went immediatly to my room and cried untill I fell a sleep.
~ Jack F(uckboy)innegan Gilinsky's POV ~
What have I done?
I lost my best friend, my soulmate, my everything!
I'm such a jerk!
After JJ, I mean Johnson left Madison left too.
She said that we are over.
It didn't hurt me at all, I was so angry because I hurted JJ, I mean Johnson.
|SELF HARMING|
I decedid to go to the bathroom and I took my razor our of a bag.
I put the shiny metal on my skin and started cutting myself:
"One for beiing selfish"
"One for breaking Madison's heart"
"Three for breaking Johnson's heart"
"Two for losing my best friend"
7 cuts in total, not that much but I didn't want to die... Now...
|It's over| (the self harming part)
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