A Love Worth Hating

Chapter 5

It's tuesday night, i waiting for Alexeï to come pick me up. I dread the turns the event will take tonight, there might be a lot of people I know and the fact that they'll see me coming with Alexeï already make me shiver. Suddenly my phone rings. Its him saying "im here". I go out and see his car, as im walking toward it i realise that my heart beats faster, im so nervous. It's not the situation but it's him, we haven't hung out for years and now im in his car going to a party... In the car i don't glance at him even a little. He havent started the car yet, the silence is really loud, we are in the middle of the road at night, no one's talking until...

-" you didnt have to make that much effort " he says

- it's nothing really, at least Im not wearing a hoodie.. you know it's not because it's designer that you're well dressed"

- why should i try to dress well for a party i could care less of?

- just saying."

He drive for 20 minutes until we arrived at the party, it's a house party in a really big mansion, there are so many people I start to get anxious.

-" i need you to stand next to me for the whole night, it's the only job we have, we don't have to talk or anything. And if you decide to make out with one of those shitty rich kids then be discreet."

I look up and down at him, who does he think I am? the party started 3 minutes ago and he's already been an asshole.

-" im not like that and you know it...

" yeah whatever."

We walk in the party together, the music is loud and not to my liking, i already feel overwhelmed. Unfortunatly i have to stick with him for at least an hour. He grab some drinks and we sit on a couch a foot of eachother, the people are giving us bad looks, i feel so uncomfortable. we sit in silence, he light a cigarette, I stare at him.

-" what? Do you want one?

- no I don't smoke cigarettes...

- only vape is that it ? you're that kind of girl huh, fucking joke

- hey! I don't need your opinon on things just shut up

- whatever...

- Yo dude we haven't seen you in forever where have you been?!"

A 5'7 basic looking guy with polo shirt and shorts approach us. Another guy the same king as the first one is behind him sipping his drink, he look at Alexeï then me for a long second without saying anything.

-" you settled down that's why you disappeared" he looks at me with a weird smile.

-"not really dude but yeah she's my girl" hearing him say this make me almost spit my drink but i forgot that we have to play along with that kind of people. I just sit here and listen to them talk. The more i hear him talk the more i feel like he is not been himself. I know he hate rich and spoiled kids, me and this whole room included but i didn't know he would have change his attitude when talking to them. It's really weird of him, it might be because he doesn't want to disappoint his parents like me but that's not really rebelious. i keep wondering why does behave like that until I look next to me and.. he's not here anymore. He litteraly told me to stay next to him during the entire function and he is the one leaving. I get up to look for him, the mansion is gigantic but still crowded. I try to move foward, Im getting pushed around like Im nothing, some people spill their drinks on me. Im so done right now. I reach the stairs and go on the first floor. Not many people are dancing but the smell of the room says everything. I see five dudes on a couch, about three girls around them, they're sharing the biggest joint I've ever seen. I keep walking until I hear a familliar voice but it's not Alexeï's. I enter the room where the voice is, I witness multiple guys fondling really little dressed girls on their lap. Those girls are not people I know, I then realise when I hear one the guys saying "you're not here to drink, come on lets go somewhere private.." with the most arrongant tone i've heard that those girls might have been payed to be here. I quite common for those type of boys to pay hookers for parties like this, it's one of the things i hate the most when I go to house parties or clubs. I try to quietly leave the room but Im held back by someone grabbing my arm, I then here the voice that brought me here.