in a different time

Chapter 1 dear...

Dear..

I know you don't want to hear from me. I was never the first person you would call. Even when I was the most supportive. I'm now sitting in your bedroom, crying over nothing. I never knew you were nothing. But you called me here 

I've been here for the past few days. Just alone, in your empty house, I'm not sure what there is left to do. 

You have all these creepy statues. It feels like something I've never felt before. Well I've felt this feeling before though it's not a time I care to remember. What were you messing with. Your so smart but you often act so stupid, I don't know. 

These days I often feel cold. Winter isn't the best time to be somewhere you don't have the money to pay for. But I need to do something about it.

I finally did something, I left your house. I drove the few hours down to the closest town. The people there are strange. There's this feeling. This feeling isn't. I don't know. I'll get back to you on how it feels. I wander for a little, this town isn't normal I have no clue how you were willing to come down here for food and gas. It's different then how your house feels though. 

I found some of your old notebooks. There's so much here. You have many notebooks. All dated from years back. I haven't found any of the more recent ones yet, though there has to be some. Looking through these books. Every now and again there are written in symbols, odd ones. There's tons of.. eyes. I don't understand most of what is happening in these notebooks. Your handwriting is as sloppy as always though straightens out sometimes.

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I never knew you.. were so. Wrong.

From Anthony. 

I hope you come back soon.