Late night thoughts

25

Thats how old I am today, its hard to imagine that I'm still here at 25, its hard to believe that I'm still here and their not, I hate that they're not here to see my life as its progressed, I never thought I would be this old so I guess here's to another year full of ups and downs, hopefully this year I can really start to heal, I hope so, I want to start truly living rather then just surviving and going through the motions,I miss them all the time even though I know a part of them will forever be with me, birthdays are hard hopefully the next will go more to my plan.