Okay, so I'm at a family camp and so I have a "camp crush" and hes really nice and cute do our family's sit next to each other at meals and its awkward cause he sits right next to me. I don't know why but I like avoid talking to him and looking at him. We have a lot in common except hes one year older than me. His name is either Dillon or dylan. I've barely been eating because I don't want to look like a fat pig. And as soon as I'm done I quickly exit the building. My other crush is cash he's pretty cool and he's best friends with Dillon or Dylan and my best friend is isabelle . I try to avoid talking to people. I go and hide under a tree just hoping someone would come up and at least care but nobody seemed to notice like always. I've been so independent here and it made me realize even more how much I hate my life and myself. I started crying and felt like curling up in a ball and dying. But I'm just saying, I hate this camp and myself.
