|Go Away.|
they always complimented my brother, what's so good about him? i can do better than him.
he got higher grades than me, but the difference is not that far, he got an A+ while i got an A.
but no one cheered for me, is it because he's better than me?
i hate him, he's too far for me to reach, how can he be so talented at everything?
he always act all kind towards me, ugh, i know he's smirking inside, and i hate that feeling.
he opened my door, i was crying. he walk towards me and hugs me, he keep saying "my little brother wants to be happy. pain, please go away."
it's annoying. what does he know about pain? if he never experience it, how can he send them away? stop acting all kind around me.
he asked me to play on the rooftop, i don't want to play with him.
we sit next to eachother as he keep staring at the sky, singging as he does.
what's the point of being here? it's a waste of time.
i stood up. but unlucky for me, i lost my balance.
he pull my hands, pulling me up, but instead, he's going down.
he fell.
everyone is crying, but not for me.
this is the moment i've waited. now no one is blocking my way!
i continue to studies hard, but they still seems unsatisfied.
they seems sad all the time, as if they've lost their biggest assets.
he's not around anymore, but why are things still going the same way as before?
i cry in my room, hugging a pillow for comfort.
just then, i hear someone saying "little brother."
their voice is cracked, when i turn around, i found my dead brother staring at me intensely, gritting his teeth.
i close my eyes, i'm scared. is he going to do a revenge? i can't stop crying, everything is too much for me.
just then, i can feel arms wrapped around me.
i tremble, i can feel the terrifies in my eyes.
"my little brother wants to be happy. pain, please go away."
the hugs ended. no, it faded.
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please, drop the act already.
-THE END-
