A Hidden Danger

Loving You

Marigold

"Why would she go back?" I yelled.

Austin and I had been watching a movie, and I was really into it. He had been laughing at how worked up I was getting. I couldn't tell you the reason I was, but it happened.

"You seem super invested in this movie." Austin said.

"I just don't want her to die. She's been the only one not afraid to fight back!" I huffed.

"So I have a random question." I turned my head to look at him. "Pregnant women can still have sex without hurting the baby, even if it's not with the father, right?"

I'm sure if I could go back in time and see my face, my mouth would have been hanging open. His question did not completely surprise me. Over those last few days, there had been a lot of heavy make-out sessions. The combination of pregnancy hormones and being around Austin all the time , had made me live in a fog of horniness. I was like a zombie walking around, and I had never felt something like that in my life.

"yes they can. Once the babies are there, nothing like..." I paused, looking for the right words. "Will change that."

Lord knew I was way out of my comfort zone. I was raised to not talk about anything sexual. Even talking about pregnancy and birth was taboo. And with my marriage the way it was I didn't have an overly sexual appetite. In that moment, though, I finally knew what it was like to desire a man.

"Oh well, that's good. I. Uh. I, well, I mean I was wondering how you were feeling about it." Austin said.

It seemed as if he had never had that kind of conversations before. I wasn't dumb enough to have thought Austin wasn't experienced. But I did wonder if his experience was all no strings attached. Which would make sense.

"Sex, you mean?" I ask, and he blew out a tremendous sigh.

"Yeah. I'm not normally this lame about it, but I'm nervous as hell."

"Why?" You at least know what you're doing. All I know is what Marco did. Heck, I'm like a beginner." I laughed nervously. He took a moment and then answered.

"I may have been with women, but relationships are different. This. You mean something. It's more than just sex. I want in you in ways I never felt with anyone else. And I want our first time to be perfect for you and exactly what you want."

If there was anything else in the world I needed for confirmation, I couldn't think of it. I wanted to be with Austin. I didn't have any promises of what our future looked like. But wasn't that true for everyone? A ring, promise, or just a chance guaranteed nothing in life. I'd learned the hard way that nothing was certain in life. All I could do was trust, and I was trusting Austin.

I put down my bowl of popcorn and moved to straddle his lap. Austin's eyes widened. I wasn't the one who usually made the first move. Placing my arms around his neck, I softly kissed him. His breath was warm, and it drew me more into his orbit. Everything about him called to me.

"I'm ready. If you're willing to deal with a newbie like me. I'm not experienced and I may not know what I like yet, but I want to be with you. I want you to show me how to love." I said.

"Then how about we learn together? We'll build a relationship that will stand the test of time and anything that it throws our way. I want it all with you."

With that, his lips were on me, and it was a hungry kiss. His desire for me was there for me to feel and it made me feel like a queen to know that I could do that to him. Austin a man who could have any woman he wanted. But there he was with me, showing me he was all in. His goal was to be with me in every way.

My hands grabbed his hair and pulled slightly, which caused him to groan into my mouth. That caused Austin to press his erection harder to my core. I began to grind against him in return, looking for relief for the need and ache I had been feeling. That continued until I felt him stand.

Austin held me close as he walked to the bedroom. I continued to try to grind against him. I was desperate for a release from the torture I had been living in, but once in the room, Austin set me on my feet.

"Take your clothes off, Marigold. I wasn't to see and taste your body."

His voice was rough, and it was the sexiest sound I had ever heard. Shivers ran down my spine as I pulled my arms from the t-shirt I was wearing. Once it was over my head, I dropped it onto the floor. I pulled the strings on my joggers and then slid them down, as Austin watched with dark hooded eyes. List was present, and he watched my every move, ready to strike.

"All of it," he said when I was only in a bra and panties.

"You first. I want to see you." I said.

Austin obeyed and once we were both only in our underwear , we stared at each other as we both took off what was left of our clothes. I looked him over, taking in every line and plain of his gorgeous body. He looked powerful in a way that I had never seen in my limited experience. The only nude man I had seen was lean but muscled. But Austin was thicker in all ways of the body. His muscles were bulging in his skin and it left little to the imagination of what he could do with them. I had every reason to believe that Austin would tear apart anyone who harmed me.

I blushed as I looked at his naked body and once I reached his most intimate places; I knew my face was even redder. When I looked back into his eyes, I could see his desire there, and I knew there was no turning back. I laid myself on the bed and waited to see what he would do. It was the way I had been taught to be ready for Marco. I wasn't sure if it was right or wrong, but I did what I knew.

Austin walked over to the bed and got down on his knees, grabbing my legs and pulling me forward as he did. Not sure about what he was doing, I watched him closely as he pulled me to the edge of the bed and put my legs over his shoulders. Without saying a word, he placed his mouth over my core and what can only be described as heaven descended on me.

I had never been given this pleasure before and although I had heard about it; I had no idea what I was in for. His tongue worked its magic on me and within only a few minutes I was feeling the rush of the first orgasm. I whimpered and moaned, calling out his name. I was met with intensified work on his part, which only made me climb that mountain again.

By the time Austin entered me, I was blissed out on the orgasms and unsure if I could take anymore. I had never felt so much in my life and there I was, getting ready to experience more. He worked my body like an instrument he had been playing for years. By the time all was said and done, I was left feeling like I had just left my body for a higher plane of existence.

As we lay next to one another, I felt a peace for the first time in my life. Sure, there was danger waiting around the corner, but all that could wait while I enjoyed this one moment.

"I love you Marigold. And not because we had sex or because we've been stuck together for days. I love you because of the way the light reflects in your eyes. I love you for the smile that you have every time I make you laugh. For the forgiveness you gave me when you didn't have to. For the love you have for your baby and the risks you took to keep them safe. I love you for y