Casual? - Mia x Siobhan

She Knows

4 Months Later --
Mia's POV

I barely speak to Siobhan anymore, not like she has time for me anyway. I've seen her go into a meeting room with some women that kid goes here. Vivian. What is she doing with her? The look in her eye isn't the same as looking at anyone else. Its soft and sensire. It reminds me of them years ago, when she use to look at me. Why can't that be me? I want that to be me.

" Vivian, right? " i say with my usual flirty voice, flicking my eyes up and down her figure, not in a flirty way but it could be seen as that way.
" Whos asking? " she says with a kind of sharp voice, fiesty.
" I'm Siobhans friend. " i say, a shiver going down my spine as the friend comes out my mouth
" Okay? " She mumbles, still glaring at me in a way
" Thought i'd introduce myself. " i say, seeing a shocked Siobhan standing a few steps back from Vivian as i smirk at her. " Glad to meet you.. vivian. " I mutter, 'taking in her body', although, its Siobhan i'm really scanning.
" You too i suppose. " Vivian says, walking past me, not even seeing Siobhan. I look up from the floor with my signature smirk at her as she steps toward me.

" Siobhan. " I adress her, carefully taking in her body.
" Mia. " She says sharply back, " Why were you talking to Vivian? Did she say anything? Did YOU say anything? "
" Calm down. I'm not telling anyone about what we USE to do. " I say, playing with my fingertips, " Sad its a 'use to' and not a 'still do' but.. "
" Really? " She says unimpressed, " Don't start this. "
" You know you feel the same way, Shibs. " I watch her face go from a shocked, to a blushing, to then a glare.
" You don't know anything. " She says, before i push her into an alley way. I tower over her as i look down, lifting her chin up to face me. Shes blushing, its barely noticable though.
" I find moon at night strangley empty, because you aren't there. " I mumble, locking my eyes onto hers.
" What? " She says, a bit quieter now though. " Are you serious? "
" Always. " I smile, leaning in slightly. She looks at my eyes before shutting hers and then leaning in. Our lips connect in a soft kiss, as i press my body up against hers and let my hands roam around her body. She moans into the kiss before i pull away, a small string of our combined slaliva parting before going into two. " I miss you, Siobhan. "
" We can't. You know this. " Siobhan mutters, our noses touching. I nod in understanding.
" I know. I just.. Wish things could be different. " I say.
" So do i. "

" Siobhan. " I say, my arms around her waist, " would you wait? "
" Wha do you mean? " She mutters.
" Like for me. If it was possible that one day, we could be together, would you be willing to wait that long? "
" Yes. I'd wait a whole lifetime if it meant being with you, Mia. " She says, pecking my lips. And i feel a spark come back to me, a spark that went away the day i left. My stomach drops, in a good way as i ge butterflies as i cant help but give her a genine smile.

Is this what love is? If soulmates are meant to be,
why can't me and Siobhan be together without repecussions?
Why?

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dunno if i should continue icl..