You're my sunshine

I'm sure.

"Oli, Oli, OLIVER MOY!" I flinched at the yelling in my ear.
"What Sebastian?" I rubbed the tiredness from my eyes.
"Come on, we're home, let's get our stuff out. The other members are waiting for us." Sebastian gave me a light pat on my shoulder and got out of the car.
Great, I'm so happy to be home.
I sighed and before I could get out of the car there was a face in my window. My door swung open and Justin was standing there.
"Jp! I missed you so much!"
I jumped up and hugged him. I hadn't seen him in a while and missed him alot. We went to the trunk to get my suitcase.
"I'll get your suitcase. You go say hi to everyone else.
I started walking towards the house following Sebastian.
We reached the front door and opened it. When the door swung open causing me to flinch backward, Sebastian looked at me weirdly but walked inside the house.
I breathed in and walked in ignoring the person who opened the door.
"Yo Oli, I'm not gonna get a Hey, or a How you been Regie?" Regie crossed his arms leaning against the door frame.
"Hi." I continued walking. I could hear Regie cursing under his breath as I reached the back door. I giggled to myself knowing that I was teasing him but at the same time, I was irritated. I went to see our dog in the back yard and played with him for a moment.
After i was done I went to get a cold water because it was so hot outside. I then walked into me and Justin's shared room.
"Oli. I'm really glad you're back," Justin said in an alluring voice. He gave me a small hug with his arm reached around me.
"I'm going to go eat," I said looking into his eyes which always had a hold on me.
"You could eat me," Justin said which led me to tell him I'm leaving while stuttering on my words.
I went downstairs to cook lunch and Regie was there.
"Can you make me something, please? I'm super hungry," Regie asked as I was getting out a pot. I started making two servings because I couldn't say no to him. I guess he has a way with his words or something. He was sitting in front of where I was cooking. "Stop staring at me," Regie said, snapping me out of my thoughts. I may or may not have been admiring him. What can I say? I've liked him since we met. The problem is all he talks about is his girlfriend.
"Can you help me figure out what I'm going to wear? I'm going on a date with Jackie tonight," Regie said which left me speechless and kinda mad but I didn't say anything. I nodded and continued cooking.
That afternoon I laid in my bed until Regie came and got me. I walked into his room which he shared with Sebastian.
"Hey Sebby, I'm helping Regie pick out what he is wearing for his date tonight," My voice started trailing off at the end whenever Regie took his shirt off. I sat on Regie's bed as he walked into his closet.
"Okay I have this option and this one," Regie said, holding up a very nice-looking white tuxedo and a blue and black checkered sweater that I got him for his birthday.
"I think you would look good in the blue sweater and some nice pants along with a bag too," I said, getting up and looking through his different pant options.
"Here put this on," I said, handing him a pair of khaki pants and a brown sling bag to go with it.
"Thanks, Oli." Regie grabbed the clothes out of my hands, gave me a small smile, and walked into the bathroom. I watched him close the door and turned to Sebastian who was already staring at me.
"Wha-" I tried to say before I got cut off by Ryan running into the room. We both looked at Ryan with a confused look. I knew I wasn't asking Sebastian my question right now so I just walked back to my room.

"Hey Oli.." Justin said, looking up from his computer. He noticed there was something wrong.
Right when I closed the door I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I didn't know why I was crying. I didn't even want to cry.

"I-," I choked on my words before I could make out a whole sentence.

"I know." Justin said, jumping up from his bed and clinging to be with his arms around my head.

I wanted to talk to him and tell him why I was crying even if I didn't exactly know why. I wanted to tell him that I was thankful for him and thank him for being there for me when I needed him.

But I couldn't.

We ended up laying on my bed and when I got done crying Justin lifted my face to his.
He knew why I was crying and deep down I knew why I was crying.
"Hey JP can you do me a favor?" I asked, looking into his eyes that drove me crazy.
"Yes. Whatever you need" he said putting my hands in his then sitting them on his lap.
"Fuck me."
I could tell that sentence caught him off guard because he let go of my hands.
"Oliver are you s-" I cut him off by putting my lips on his.
"I'm sure," I looked at him as I put each of my hands on his legs.
Justin nodded as he went to lock the door and started taking off his clothes. He soon did the same to me.

After about an hour we fell asleep with his arms around me.
I ended up waking up around midnight and going downstairs to the kitchen.
Regie had already gone on his date with Jackie.
I went downstairs to get Advil because I had a headache from crying... and other stuff. Kane was in  the kitchen with  Amelia, his girlfriend.
"Oli? You're not asleep? I would have thought you'd be exhausted from the car ride," Kane stated as he took food out of the oven for him and Amelia.
"I am. I just came to get Advil. I have a headache."
Kane asked if I was okay and if I needed anything, to tell him. I nodded and went back to lay in my bed which Justin was still in.
"Good night JP. Thank you."