it's dedicated to the lovely dxrtydeans for helping me through this and having a crying day to talk about these damn boy problems
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You know, I always say things like "Don't change yourself over a boy! Do things that make YOU happy! Be yourself!" and such, but at the same time I could never take my own advice. I've bent and twisted myself, even cried over this stupid boy for months and I'm at the point where it's tiring and stupid but I'll still do it. It hurts to know that he likes someone, and I hate the drop in my stomach and the pang of sadness I get when someone brings him up. Yet I still can't get myself to drop those feelings, for he hasn't done anything for me to hate him entirely; to stop liking him as much as I do and that damn well sucks. Never mind butterflies, I feel bullets when I see or talk to him.
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Excerpts About a Boy
Romantik"And I would die for you, you moron, but you don't know it, because you don't care about me as much as I care about you." tangled emotions and the mixed feelings of a teenage girl about a teenage boy . (cover made by me)
