Do You Hate Me? | Keegan Russ x F Reader

CHAPTER TWELVE - An Ear-resistable Man

you woke up, as if you just escaped from a coma. hot chills ran down your body as your hair stuck to the sweat on your neck. you stared at the ceiling, scared to see if Keegan was awake, as if he was some sort of bear. your heartbeat slowed down as you saw him sleeping peacefully next to you. you leaned up as slow as you possibly could as you eyed your purse on the floor. you leaned over him which you realized wasn't the smartest idea after his hands immediately grabbed your waist. great, Keegan woke up to you sitting cowgirl style on him. "s- sorry... i was just trying to get my purse."
he leaned upwards as he pulled you with him. "on my lap?" he grinned as he pulled you closer and hugged you. he inhaled your scent just before letting you go. "what time is it?"
you got off of him as you went to pick up your purse. "that's what i'm trying to figure out." you grabbed your phone and looked at the time. "6:27?! holy shit!" being late wouldn't be that bad of a thing if you both weren't late yesterday. being late two days in a row is a big no no. keegan sensed your panic and he got up to get ready, even though he usually had no time management.
you left the room to throw on some clothes. you both immediately left and ran to the practice room. you both barely made it on time as the clock ticked 6:30. Elias eyed you both.
"you're lucky." everyone looked your way. you both made your way to your corner since yesterday you sparred against a random person which meant today you had to spar against your roommate.
you and keegan sparred and using a tip he had told you, you quickly came up behind him and kicked the back of his legs which caused him to easily fall. you swung your arm to the front of him as you pushed him backwards. you got on top of him and pinned him to the floor, gripping your hands around his neck. his hands flew to your waist to try and push you off.
"are you sure we're sparring?" Elias' comment caught you both off guard. you loosened the grip on Keegan's neck as you both looked at Elias. Elias tapped his neck which made you confused. it wasn't sign language or any hand symbols you had learned. confused, you looked down at Keegan but the blush on his face suggested he knew exactly what Elias meant. you thought of what tapping his neck could mean but as your eyes traced Keegan's neck you saw exactly what Elias had.
a huge magenta circle mark on Keegan's neck. his joke about sparring was also referencing the position you both were in. Keegan gripping your waist and you on top of his lap. you instantly got off and patted your clothes as Elias chuckled and walked off. you realized everyone probably saw it as well, considering you both ran in, late, messy hair, and a huge fucking hickey on his neck.
Keegan came up behind you. "well shit.." you remembered that biting his neck to suppress your moans was probably what caused it, but you both didn't see it because his outfit at the party covered it.
"oh god... do you think he knows it was uhh... me? i mean... you're a pretty attractive guy. he'd believe you if you said it was a one night stand, right?"
"well yeah because that's what happened." fuck. you were the one night stand.
"i mean not with me! like would he believe you if you said it was some random chick from the bar?" he shook his head.
"probably not considering we were both late and ran in with messy hair. also, your makeup is smeared. you never wear makeup to practice which means you did something last night which caused you to not wake up to your alarm." he stayed silent for a second as he looked you up and down. "aka, giving me head."
you punched his shoulder in embarrassment. "shh!!! you don't gotta say it out loud... standing here and talking isn't helping our case either."
he adjusted his knuckle guards. "then let's get back to fighting, and try not to sit on my lap this time." he smiled, leaving you there, stunned.
everyone left to make their way to the second practice room. the leak had been fixed so you guys went back to doing things like paintball or shooting practice. you and keegan took a little longer since you were still tired. Elias walked up to you both.
"why so slow? need some more time alone?" you assumed he was making so many jokes since he was extremely close to Keegan.
Keegan groaned and rubbed the part of his neck that had a hickey. "Captain Walker it wasn't her." he looked embarrassed as he picked up his bag.
Elias rolled his eyes. "sure it wasn't." Keegan rubbed his temple since Elias wouldn't listen to him.
"it wasn't though. it was this random chick. we were only late because she was tired from the party and i was tired from... yeah."
Elias roughly slapped his back. "you're lucky i'm being so lenient about this. you want me to treat you like a rookie?" Keegan dropped his head in shame.
"no sir."
"then don't lie to me." he laughed and you awkwardly walked behind them, not wanting to face him after he knew you both did.. something.
as you got to the room Elias walked to the center of the room. "alright. plans have been changed. we will be sparring today-" he was cut off by basically the whole room groaning. even though the second practice was still work, it usually tended to be fun things. "silence silence. we will be sparring but we will be doing it in a... hierarchy, let's say. you will fight one person, and the winner moves onto the next round until there is one winner." he looked around. "but, there is something special." everyone suddenly payed attention. "of course no one would win if you were just practicing, so, we will treat this like the real thing. no holding back." the screams of multiple men scared you to your core. looking around at all the men choosing their targets made chills run down your spine. no matter how strong you were, all the men in here at their full potential could pin you down in two seconds. "when i say no holding back, i mean no holding back. to win the round, you must make the other person tap out." you tried to swallow the lump forming in your throat. Keegan was excited, probably because he was finally allowed to not hold himself back. "partners will be chosen at random. these two will pick a random person,
not knowing what the other will pick." he swung his hand in their direction, directing your sight to two older looking men.
everyone leaned against the wall as the two men whispered their person into Elias' ears. there were roughly 30-ish people in the room, probably 32, considering there had to be one winner. "Zephyr and... Shade." you sucked in through your teeth. Zephyr was top five and shade was basically the opposite. you couldn't help but hope that you didn't have to spar against someone far more experienced.
everyone watched as they both walked to the center of the room. a man approached them. they got into their stance and the man's hand flew down, starting the match. Zephyr had extremely long black hair, like down to his waist. Shade had a blonde buzz cut which was slightly grown out, revealing his natural dark brown hair. Zephyr's arm seemed like it teleported to Shade's stomach as he put all his strength into the punch. after the rough hit Shade backed up but the distance between them stayed the same as Zephyr followed him. through the whole fight Zephyrs face expression didn't change. it was emotionless as he slowly made his way towards his opponent, keeping eye contact the whole time. Zephyr seemed tired of Shade backing up so he quickly walked closer and brought his foot up as he kicked him directly in the chest, making him fall backwards. Zephyr grabbed his shirt and punched the living shit out of him, not making a face as one drop of blood flew to his face. Shade quickly tapped his hand against the floor as Zephyr stood up, walking as he wiped the blood off of his chin.
"damn he's good... that's fucking terrifying." you whispered to Keegan.
"oh just wait till they call my name." Shade stood up clutching his cheek, probably embarrassed after failing the first round. he met up with his friends and you heard them whispering as they complained about it not being fair.
"JM andddd.. Silas." Elias announcing names made you realize that lots of people had rare names. you got excited, seeing that a girl had been called.
"does everyone here happen to be named by a dragon?" Keegan chuckled.
"i don't have a unique name and i'm still good. to be fair, there are a bunch of common names but they just have sick nicknames."
"really? like who?" the boy and the girl walked up to the center.
"well, Scar is named Oliver but you already knew that. Enn's name is ethan and Vex's name is fucking henry. i would have a nickname too if that was my name."
"speaking of nicknames, why don't you have one?"
"well you don't have one either."
"well to be fair none of the girls have a nickname."
"not true. jasper and sera both have nicknames." you both talked as you watched the round.
"then what's their nickname?"
"that is their nickname."
"really?
"yeah. jasper is named jasmine and sera's name is seraphina."
"wow... how do you know that?"
"i've been here for years that's how."
"anyways, you didn't answer my question. why don't you have a nickname?"
"i don't know. i just kind of rock with Keegan. it's not ugly or anything."
"well.." he gently hit you as he laughed. the girl had the boy pinned to the floor and she was choking him. he tapped frantically and she got off of him. they shook hands and the man next to them wrote on a notebook, probably writing down the winner. the two old men from before whispered into Elias' ear.
"Jay and... Keegan!" you looked at Keegan, surprised, as he smiled.
"enjoy the view while it lasts." you rolled your eyes and groaned as he went to the center. people around you whispered, explaining their sympathy for Jay. Jay walked as slow as he could to the center. he wasn't necessarily weak but he wasn't the strongest either. as he made it to the center, they both got into their position and the man's arm swung down, staring the round.
Keegan didn't immediately rush to hit him. Keegan had definitely changed because when you're in a lower rank, you have to watch a spar from a higher rank, to see how to do it, and when you watched Keegan, he practically knocked out every single person he was put against. one of the reasons Elias and Keegan were so close was because even when he was a huge dick and extremely cocky, he never put someone down for being weaker. no matter how much he would win, after a little bit of being cocky, he would congratulate people. it made you wonder why he was so rude to you in the beginning if he supposedly acted nicer to everyone else. you shrugged it off after realizing he was probably just upset considering his roommate for multiple years had quit and was replaced by a girl.
you watched as they both fought. after the boy put up a good fight Keegan punched him in his face which knocked him to the ground. Keegan lowered himself and lifted his arm up to punch him but the boy yelled, "I YIELD I YIELD!!!" Keegan didn't hit him and even helped him up. if you were underneath Keegan like that you probably would've yelled as well. he wasn't even trying and he easily knocked a full grown man to the floor. imagine him actually trying to punch you. terrifying. Keegan grinned as he got closer.
"just wait till me and Soren match. i'll fuck him up. still haven't gotten over that one day where he thought he was so cocky for beating me." he tutted as he shook his head.
"yeah, i can't wait to see that."
"Ash and... Benjamin." you quickly sighed, glad you didn't have to spar against ash. she was the strongest of the girls which made her extremely cocky.
"i really hope i don't have to fight her. if i lost to her she would say something like 'look at me i should've been born a boy because i'm so much stronger than these week women.'" you groaned and rolled your eyes, remembering all the snarky comments she has made.
"i wouldn't want to fight her either, she would make all these cocky comments about beating me and if i made her tap out she would complain the whole day about men hitting women. if you sighed up for this you're bound to get hit by a man." you nodded your head in agreement. you both shut up as you watched the fight.
she immediately lunged to the guy and punched him, he punched her back. they went back and forth for a while. he got a couple of good hits on her even though he was messed up already. she kept trying to get close but he was good at defense. even though she was a bitch, she was smart, if she kept going after him and failing, she would get weaker which could lead to him beating her. she went after him and she punched her in the face, almost too easily. she fell to the floor. multiple people gasped. he stood there, confused. everyone realized her plan after she immediately kicked his feet from beneath him, causing him to fall. she pretended to get hurt in order to distract him. you smiled. "smart girl." you thought. she flipped him onto his stomach as she pulled both of his arms behind him. she placed her foot on his back as she proceeded to rip his arms behind him, making a blood curdling scream erupt from his mouth. everyone was silenced as they watched things play out. his right arm shifted as he screamed even louder.
"ENOUGH!" Elias shouted over the boy screaming. she let go and didn't even look back at him. "nope. still a bitch." you thought to yourself. a man checked up on Benjamin. he helped him out as one of his arms hung lower than the other one.
"dislocation." Keegan whispered.
"damn... she really dislocated his shoulder?"
"mhm." he had to get disqualified since he refused to tap out. which is worse, a dislocated shoulder or the embarrassment of tapping out to a girl. she's really fucking strong though so multiple men would probably tap out anyways.
"Kai and... Y/N." your heart dropped as your name was called out. kai wasn't necessarily strong but he was still a man, regardless. you walked up as he did. facing him was scarier. you saw the man's arm swing down in your peripheral vision. Kai instantly lunged at you. shocked. the first thing you thought to do was step left and reach out your leg. Kai tripped on it and fell to the floor. you were too focused on trying not to laugh to realize you probably could've won right there. he got back up and his face looked painfully red. "shit... he's angry. that will surely help me!" you thought.
the fight was a blur as you dodged his hits. you hadn't made any attempts on him, in hopes he'll tire himself out. your tactic was working until Elias said, "there's a time limit. do you both want to be disqualified?" you watched as the mention of a time limit made sense to the boy in front of you.
he instantly was trying everything he could to bring you down. even though you weren't hurting him, constantly dodging him was making you tired. you realized you couldn't just not hit him so you sighed as you inhaled, trying to focus. all of Keegan's tips rushed through your brain. you closed your eyes which was risky but it helped you focus. you opened your eyes to see Kai's hand going for your side. in a quick motion you grabbed his left hand with your right as put your right foot forwards. you quickly swung your left arm at his face. you instantly pulled your arm back and he tried to grab it to prevent himself from falling but Keegan taught you to not keep your arm still which meant he grabbed for nothing which caused him to fall. you quickly moved around behind him and put him in a headlock. his arms flung around, trying to hit you but they couldn't reach. he slammed his hand into the floor multiple times, signaling that he was tapping out. you got up and tried to hide your grin, happy that you won. you held your hand out for him to grab but he got up on his own, whispering, "fucking woman." he stormed off as you walked towards Keegan.
"nice job. i see you actually used my tips." you smiled.
"i'm just glad i got past the first round." you and keegan both watched the first round come to an end.
"Scar and... Xander."
"Jasper and... Finn."
"Thorne and... Soren."
"Arlo and... Eamon."
"Raze and... Liam."
"Enn and... Cass."
"Vex and... Evander"
"Sera and... Osiris."
"Orion and... Han."
"Thaddeus and... LL."
"Rhys and... Grave."
the remaining rounds weren't anything special except for when Soren and Thorne won. Soren's tactic was to distract people by bringing things up about them. it's how he beat Keegan that one time. that's why Elias doesn't like him. he's ruthless and his only excuse is "a man should act like a man." Soren brought up Thorne's parents dying which got him upset. Soren could've easily beat him but he enjoyed seeing people weaker. he would do anything to make a man cry, to see them weak, "not like a man" is what he usually says. Soren and Ash were siblings, probably why they're both assholes.
Thorne went after Soren which was stupid but he wasn't going to stand there and watch him insult his dead parents. he easily dodged and grabbed him by his hair. nobody knows what Soren said but Thorne got to his knees. Soren slammed Thornes face into the terrazzo floor. his blood splattered everywhere as Soren repeatedly slammed his face into the floor. you even saw a tooth slide across the floor as Elias screamed "ENOUGH SOREN!!!" Soren spat on Thorne. fucking spat.
it was the second round. Elias announced all the names of those who continued on. "Zephyr, Silas, Keegan, Ash, Y/N, Scar, Jasper, Soren, Arlo, Raze, Enn, Evander, Sera, Han, Thaddeus, and Rhys. if your name wasn't called you can either leave or continue watching." about half of the people who weren't called left, probably to sulk or to put some ice on their bruises.
Elias let everyone else have a five minute break. you and Keegan went to your dorm to get some more water and snacks. you packed the bags as he gave you stuff like water bottles or towels. out of nowhere Keegan spoke up. "if i get a blowjob i'll be stronger." you looked up at keegan in shock. "joking." he went back to handing you stuff as if nothing had happened.
"yeah as if you need any more strength. i'm the one who needs more strength."
"are you suggesting i give you head?" you saw him smile and face you in your peripheral vision. you pushed his face away with your hand, not even turning to face him. he giggled as he continued handing you stuff.
you both made it back to the sparring room. half the people were there. as you both found your spot more people came in. everyone was on time, probably not wanting to miss the sparring. "Jasper and... Arlo." you and Keegan were more interested in the fighting.
"they're pretty close in rank." Keegan whispered.
"yeah... i wonder who'll win." you both watched as they put up a good fight. Arlo won but they were both in the same condition. they shook hands and walked back to their spot on the wall.
"Keegan and... Han." Keegan half waved as he made his way to the middle. every man who went up against looked weak compared to him but they could probably beat your ass easier than Keegan beating their ass.
the fight was pretty normal, nothing special. it's expected when you're fighting Keegan. every spar against him is going to be easy. he eventually came back to stand with you but it didn't last long. " Y/N and... Enn." you sighed of relief. Enn was below you. you didn't get too confident since Kai was way above you but you still won. Keegan gently patted your back as you walked forwards.
the spar went as you had expected. you missed him a couple of times but he never hit you once. you won just by choking him for a second. he boosted your confidence as you walked up to Keegan.
"nice job."
"thanks."
"Soren and... Sera." Elias spoke as you heard a faint gasp. you felt bad. Sera was nice but she was nowhere close to Soren. Soren got more confident and dangerous when it came to women. he didn't give a shit about gender. if anything, he would hurt women more. it makes him feel powerful.
"poor girl. if i was her i would probably tap out as soon as the man lowered his arm."
you both watched as they started the round. the girl immediately went to attack him. everyone was shocked. it was kind of smart yet stupid. she's going to hurt herself but she's going to tap out either way so it's better to tap out looking confident than looking unconfident.
he let her hit him. not a single muscle in his body moved. fucking psycho. he grabbed her neck and lifted her up by it like some sort of character. she flailed in the air and she gripped onto his hand. he dropped her to the floor. she coughed as she gripped her through, still processing what happened. he came up behind her and forced her back onto the floor. his legs wrapped around her neck.
"holy shit..." Keegan whispered. his posture changed as he slightly moved forward. "holy shit! he's going to fucking snap her neck!" his voice rose above a whisper and multiple people gasped as they realized what was going on. shouts and screams could be heard from the crowd. you watched in shock as her body slowly went limp. her arms were slowly moving. Elias' yells were barely heard over the crowd. two men grabbed Soren and had to physically rip him off of the girl.
the crowd fell silent. even Keegan was slightly leaning forward, trying to see over the men. Soren was sent back to the crowd and everyone on the right side got a little closer, trying to move away from him. the two men walked with Sera as she walked out crying. some of her friends who lost round one walked out with them.
"if he keeps participating he's going to kill someone. he borderline killed her!" you looked at Keegan.
"Elias will probably give him a warning next break. if i did something like that i would get screamed at, and he likes me." the silence was broken from Elias speaking.
"Scar and... Silas."
the fight went normally but you could tell Scar was holding back. probably because she was a girl but mostly because she was a way weaker than him. he made her tap out by hurting her in a way that wouldn't physically damage anything important.
"Thaddeus and.. Zephyr." watching the higher ranks was definitely more fun than the lower ones. as usual, Zephyr didn't hold back. he didn't really have a personality but he wasn't rude. outside of fighting he was just kind of... there. when you saw him at the party you didn't even see him say one word, only nodding and giving a fake half smile.
the only thing Zephyr was ever really "nice" about was hair. he would only try his hardest if someone used his hair as a weakness. that includes him against other people too. if he ever fought someone with long hair, he would never touch their hair and they would never touch his. it was like some sort of peace offering.
Zephyr got the dude to the floor and it only took one kick to the face to make him tap out. they both walked back to their spots as Elias called out the next two people. "Rhys and... Ash."
"hm... let's see what psycho thing Ash does to Rhys."
"let's hope it's not as bad as Soren trying to snap somebody's fucking neck." you both watched Ash and Rhys get in their positions as the man signaled for them to start.
Rhys was a little below her level so it was a close fight. they were both fighting when Ash did her "famous move" that she never shuts up about. Rhys got close to her and she slammed her head into his head. Rhys obviously fell to the floor.
"there's no way that doesn't hurt her." you crossed your arms as you watched to see what Ash would do.
"apparently not. it's all she ever talks about, having a hard head." Elias looked sort of concerned, ready to jump in if she did anything too dangerous. it was his fault though, he told people to not hold back. Ash stepped over him but turned around. she picked up his leg. Keegan looked confused, as if he didn't know what was coming next. she backed up, still holding his leg. it became clear to everyone what she was doing as she lifted up her leg. she quickly but efficiently pushed her leg into his kneecap, still holding his foot. pretty much everyone in the crowd, including you, closed their eyes as she bent his leg backwards.
"fuck..." Keegan whispered. "there's no way Elias is allowed this. i mean... imagine if that was you. like- i just.. ugh. i don't know. i hate days like this. like this isn't 'helping you use all your strength' if it's not fair. i doubt Ash bending someone's leg backwards is helping her." you peeked through your fingers, glad that the men were covered the guy's leg.
after a while the last two people were finally called. "Evander and... Raze." the fight went as expected. they were both extremely close in levels but of course Evander won. Elias gave out the list of winners. "Jasper, Keegan, Y/N, Soren, Scar, Zephyr, Ash, and Evander. once again, if your name wasn't on this list you can leave or continue watching. go on break. be back in five minutes."
most people just sat down and ate or drank. some people left but it wasn't a lot to be noticeable. "i'm surprised i got this far. i've been extremely lucky with the picking."
"yeah it's getting really close. i wonder who you'll go against." the break was gone as quickly as it arrived. everyone stood up as Elias started talking.
"Zephyr and... Scar." you frowned.
"aw i feel bad for Scar. as good as he is there's no way he's beating Zephyr. they actually kind of act the same. they'd be good friends if Zephyr was more social." Keegan agreed with you as they both walked to the center of the room. you saw Scar use the same tactics he used against you. he would constantly use his legs against Zephyr and he was extremely quick but his lack of defense is what caused him to lose.
Scar kicked at Zephyrs stomach but Zephyr backed up, grabbed his foot, and he swung it, turning Scar completely around. he grabbed Scars arms and pulled them backwards, similar to how Ash did to Benjamin. everyone gasped, scared he would do the same thing but he only kneed Scar in the back, pushing him to the ground. he grabbed Scar by the neck and pulled his head backwards, still keeping his knee on his back. Scar was smart and tapped out early before Zephyr actually caused real damage. Scar got up and lifted up his hand. Zephyr stared at it then shook his hand. it was nice seeing them respect each other over people like Soren and Ash. speaking of Soren, Elias called out his name.
"Soren and... Jasper."
"great. another girl going to get borderline killed by Soren." Keegan spoke up between sips of water.
"hopefully he won't. i saw Captain Walker walk out of the room with Soren so i'm assuming, more like hoping, that Elias talked some sense into him." you nodded and watched as Elias gave Soren a look. he rolled his eyes. you were shocked because not even Keegan would do something like that.
the round went by surprisingly quickly. Soren didn't try to say anything to get on her nerves. the round being quick didn't mean it was any less brutal. soren quickly grabbed her hair and slammed his knee into her face.
"this fucker. Captain Walker probably said something about not continuing fighting after the other person taps out so he fucking knocked her out." Soren walked away, leaving her unconscious on the floor as her nose bled.
"i wonder if he seriously thinks everyone looks up to him. that's just a dick move. everyone looks up to you because you're attractive, strong, and not a dick."
"you think i'm attractive?" you punched his shoulder. they took a minute break to wake her up, take her out of the room, and clean the floor.
"Evander and... Keegan." Keegan walked up to the center like normal. your heart dropped after you realized that if Keegan was with Evander you would have to fight Ash. thoughts raced your mind as you bit your nails.
you didn't even pay attention to the fight. Keegan was going to win anyways. you looked up as you felt a tap on your shoulder. "you alright?"
"uh... no.. not at all.. i'm going to have to fucking fight Ash."
"wait.. what? oh shit... you're right. that can't be allowed."
"well it was allowed for the last couple of people."
"no it's okay.. i'll tell Captain Walker."
"don't. what are you going to tell him anyways? it's fine. i'll just... i don't know." your heart dropped as you heard Elias call your name which was followed by Ash. you walked forward, not even thinking.
facing Ash was fucking terrifying. she smiled at you like a psycho. you knew she wasn't going to go easy on you. she immediately launched at you before the man's hand could even go fully down. you dodged some of her attacks but it was extremely hard and it took all of your energy. you decided to take a risk. on her next attack you would get close to her and leave out your leg for her to hopefully trip on it. you swallowed as you waited for her.
she leaped at you and you leapt forward as well, leaving your leg out. she tripped on it. you panicked as you saw it actually worked. you got on top of her and tried to choke her. after a couple of seconds she grabbed your hair that had came out of a bun without you realizing it. she pulled you forwards which caused your arms to bend, meaning you weren't choking her anymore. she pulled you by your hair until you were basically face to face. you blinked and suddenly everything happened at once. extreme pain seeped into your body. you stumbled backwards, shocked, not knowing what happened. she slowly stood up, staring at you. feeling a liquid poor down the side of your face made your hand reach up to the source of the blood. "she fuck... she fucking... holy shit..." you stumbled backwards and fell onto your but as you tried to scoot away.
"SHE FUCKING BIT MY EAR OFF!!!" seeing your ear on the floor almost made you faint. you heard tons of gasps. after you shouted what she did, she knew that she didn't have much time left before Elias made you tap out automatically. she ran towards you and kicked your face as hard as she could. you immediately blacked out.
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"Y/N!" a familiar voice shouted. you didn't move or talk. you didn't do anything.
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"are you fucking kidding me Elias?!?!" your eyes opened from the shock of Keegan calling Captain Walker 'Elias', his first name, but were forcefully shut by your body.
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"her fucking ear!!!" your head rocked back and forth from whatever bumpy thing you were being carried on.
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it was silent. the only thing you could hear was whispering and unimportant sounds that weren't from talking.
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your eyes finally opened. everything was hard to see. tears streamed sideways down your face as the pain returned. you wanted to scream, you wanted to shout, you wanted to yell. you just cried. the slight moaning as you cried alerted Keegan. "Y/N." you could tell he had so much to say but he didn't. "Y/N." he just looked at you. he said your name in a way as if he wasn't expecting a response, just letting you know that he was there. your head moved left to right, uncomfortably. whatever you were.. on was... was too.... bum..... py......
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