My personal hero

Louis thoughts

Louis POV:

"... Make out with Brandi." Wait WHAT! Oooo no no no Niall what did you do?

"Done." And they kissed. I felt sick to my stomach I looked over at the lads, Liam looked uncomfortable, Harry jealous, Niall was too busy with his fro-yo and Zayn, Zayn looked extremely upset. When Josh pulled her on his lap I've had enough. I stood up and left but as I left I swear I saw Josh look my way.

What is wrong with me? I mean it's not like I've never done that before. I just don't understand what she likes in him, she deserves better...

Wait.

What?!

It's all clicking in now, all the little pieces are fitting perfectly in my brain.
I love Brandi. I'm in love with Brandi.

"I'm in love!!" I say a bit too loud. It all makes sense, why I wanted to talk to her so bad, why I instantly jumped to help her up when she fell, why whenever she walked away I stayed wondering what I did wrong trying so hard to figure it out.

I imagined me and her together. I'd make her laugh and I'll be there when she cry's I'll take care of her and I'd buy her new things everyday. That's when I heard a crash. I looked behind me and saw Zayn beating up a rubbish bin.

"Why.-kick- Can't.-kick- I.-kick- Just.-kick- Tell.-kick- Her!!!" He yelled. Then he just fell down with his head in his hands.

I've never seen him like this, I wanted to help but I couldn't move. I didn't know what to do I know I shouldn't just be standing here watching so I let curiosity take me.

"Zayn, mate are you ok?" I ask as I walk over to him. I slide my back down the cold cement wall so I can sit down beside him.

"Do I look ok?" He snaps back. Ouch.

"Why you out here beating up rubbish?" I ask.

"I can't do this, seeing her with him. It's just not right. I love her Lou, I love her but I know she doesn't feel the same way. She doesn't deserve that loser.- he looks up- Louis I'm in love with Brandi."
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This is not happening.