Edges of Temptation | TAEJIN

Chapter 13

♪ - I'm dreaming of you by Candelion, Cody Francis 

Taehyung

Everything was sort of mixed up in my head, I wasn't a lightweight but the state of mind I was in last night induced me to overdose. I remember everything in bits and pieces but somewhat clearly too. An ugly, low pain settled on my medulla making me frown but the moment I realized the position I was in and who I had straddled on me, my heart let out a flutter as I began to sense the soft, light breaths fanning against my nape. I let my hands remain on Jin's waist, his body felt so warm and cozy cuddled against mine as I exhaled a heavy breath I was holding in.

My exhale wasn't too loud but he shuffled, trying to stretch his folded legs out as I straightened my back giving him space and turning my head to his side, his face was nuzzled against my neck so I couldn't see his face fully. Tilting my head a little to the other side his features came into view and they looked so dreamy, so adorable. He rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand still holding onto me and then our eyes met, our faces way too close that I could lowkey feel my nose brush his. I looked at him a feeling I didn't even know of building up something warm and fuzzy inside and he stared back, his round, sleepy eyes falling to my nose and then gradually to my lips and then like a shockwave, a series of scenes flashed through my head-

"Do you hate me? At the rate that you can't even stand me for a second?"

"No Taehyung, I don't hate you. I've heard good professors cannot hate students. Everyone stands equal to them-"

"Please tell me you feel the same. you want me exactly how I want you. You can't hide it, Jin."

"Can I kiss you"

Had I messed up? Hell yes! That was not a conversation to be when I was drunk, I swallowed, I was clearly not wrong when I said feelings make you vulnerable; they mislead you from your path. I was scared- for the first time in my life, because these weird things towards this man, building up inside me were things I wasn't supposed to feel. I cursed at myself, all these years I'd never come across anyone, to leave out such a strong imprint on me. I bit my lips, the feeling of a possible boner distracting me as Jin sat still on me- he probably hadn't noticed it or he was too busy staring at my lips. He smiled softly and, fuck- he was so fucking cute, he looked dreamy and ethereal that all those thoughts in my mind vanished in seconds. I lost myself in his dark brown irises; however, the pain of my lower half made me wince internally as Jin made it worst- because he was sitting right on top of it, he legit had his butt perfectly where-

Fuck, the more I thought about it, the more painful it got. His eyes once again drifted to my lips as his own parted and that was tempting as hell. He was lost in some sort of thought while my eyes outlined his plump lips and I leaned in, my nose brushing his cheek, our foreheads connecting as he breathed heavily and I couldn't control my heavy breaths. After all this while I was finally getting a chance to do what I'd wanted all along- feel how those lips felt against mine. I slowly tilted my head as he gulped and squeezed his eyes, his grip on my shirt tightening and I smiled pressing a soft kiss to the border of his lips; on his cheek as he nibbled onto his bottom lip.

Jin shut his eyes and tried getting off but in the process he probably realized what he was sitting on as his inner thigh rubbed over my boner making me clench my teeth and swallow hard. He hitched, "shit- I'm-" and he shuffled about again trying to get off in the process his inner thigh brushed through my member again and there was only this less patience I had, I grabbed his waist tried getting him to straighten and in turn he tripped as his lower half straddled my waist, his ass right where it was under my swollen lower half. I set out a heavy breath as he tried moving again and this time, he unintentionally grinded on it, "oh god-" he whimpered and fuck- I lost it. The way he moaned those words out unintentionally, but in that sensual voice- fuck fuck fuck. If I could, I'd slide myself into him and take him down at the moment, but only I knew how hard I was controlling.

I pursed my lips, scrunching my nose, the pain getting worse, "Jin, don't move please, just-" I held his waist as his face turned crimson as he bit his lips and I gradually lifted him up and slid him to the side, off me. "A-are you fine?" He asked in a low nervous voice as I sighed, "where's the washroom?"

"Straight from the living room and left-" I sighed as I winced getting up.

"D-do you need any help?" He asked me innocently as I rolled my eyes internally, "are you willing to help?" I looked down at my swollen member not very visible through my trousers but noticeable enough. His gaze followed and as if he realized where the conversation was going he turned to the other side his ears red as he shook his head hastily, "N-no, I'm s-sorry." I smiled at the man as I headed to the washroom to calm my lower half down.

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This chapter came out to be relatively short, I had a few problems in adjustments because  my previous chapters have been a little too long. I'll try publishing often now since I'll have more time after this week. The next update will probably be on Thursday. 

Stay tuned and I love you all❤️

-Serena 🎀