Ch . 1 pt 1first day feels

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Hey ho's i'm excited but scared bye 🙋🏾‍♀️
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I've always been excited to move out and get my own space. I've been wanting this for the longest.

Not that my environment was bad or anything, i just really wanted to decorate and do whatever i felt in my own space .

I've been saving up for this beautiful apartment for years now . Since i was 14. Now the moment is here !

hold on that sound white af 🌚

Yea you right... sorry guys i've never had my own apartment before..

I pull up to the apartment complex in my black jeep gifted to me by my grandmother . Walking out with my purse and my wallet.

i'll come get the bags later.

My apartment is on the third floor , apartment 308 apparently.
I go up the elevator excited for this new environment.

It's gonna be my apartment. My home. Girl what the fuck am i saying,  this my shit the hell .

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"The lease on the apartment is just $2300 by itself , then rent a month is $532 and you will have bills . Don't stay in the shower for to longg ." The landlord stated singing the last sentence to me with a smile

fuck this old man .

Never mind guys this apartment is not my shit . I lied .

I sighed deeply telling him to give me a moment . Now what the hell am i supposed to do ?! The lease ain't nothing, but $500 a month oh nooo . while being a college student . that still has to pay for things like textbooks , gas , food , and clothes ? Well maybe not new clothes i have enough , but damn really ?!

I go down the elevator to first floor , Sitting in the lobby while searching up well paying jobs that i can get without a degree .

Maybe Mcdonald's can pay $500 plus bills a month .

girl stfu

Still tapping away i apply for Raising canes & chick-fil-a when im interrupted by a familiar voice .

"Madi ?"

I snapped my head up looking around for a quick moment when someone caught my eye.

ikyfl

"Zay'meir ??"

"Oh my damn hey , i didn't know you were going to college here ."

well duh i haven't seen this nigga since middle school...

"yea i got a football scholarship here , and my grandma nem live down here as well." he said smiling when he brought up his grandma.

whew he look good... the things i wanna do to you 💃🏾 bend me over beat my back in-

oh hell da fuck nah , ho put your coochie up .

sorry .

"that's good , it was nice seeing you ." i stated , trying to cut the conversation short . because a bitch gone be homeless in about 6 hours .🤦🏾‍♀️

" you good shawt ?"  he asked .

I don't like hand outs , or pity pleasers . That shit make me feel like a burden or weak . I know , I know girl asking for help don't hurt nothing , but it does... my pride .

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