A little scary

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Trigger warning ⚠️
Age regression
Anxiety
Self harm
Self hate
PTSD
Flashbacks

Sun POV
Bye, see you tomorrow. As I wave to last kids leaving the daycare. By now, it's a little bit past 8, and I had a lot of cleaning up to do before tomorrow. Maybe Moon will come and help me. Actually, who am I kidding? That's never going to happen. I might as well get to work.

Moon POV
It is about 10 o'clock, and I am trying to fix this stupid computer. The creator broke in and ruined the stupid things. I am probably going to have to make a new one. I can hopefully get Solar to help with it. So I pulled up his contact and called

Solar- Hello?

Moon- Hey Solar, what are you doing?

Solar - I am having a crochet session with Earth right now.

Moon- Ahhh ok well do you think you can help me tomorrow. I can't fix the computer and am probably going to just start over with the whole thing.

Solar - I mean, I guess I don't see why not.

Moon- Great, see you tomorrow

Click

Ok, that all the work I can do tonight. I think I am just going to relax for the rest of the night.

Sun POV
As I was scrubbing down the play structure. I kept getting distracted and spacing out. I couldn't keep my focus, I decided to do some else the cleaning the barrels. As I am walking to the barrels, the art corner is catching my eye, and I just really want to draw and paint and and play and feel small wait what am I thinking I need to clean right now not play I am not a kid. I pull my eyes away from the art corner, and back to the barrel, I grab the clean supply and start cleaning. As I am cleaning, I start to get upset. Why am I upset? I don't mind cleaning it's normally relaxing, but I really don't want to right now. But if I don't clean, who will I have to do this or Moon with be mad and yell at me, and call me stupid and not caring about me and call me unless. I am not unless I promise I am not. I am good. I want to be good, I feel oil running down my face, am I crying, I can't cry crying is bad Moons going to hate me. I feel my breathing pick up my head is screaming at me I can't breathe my cries are getting louder but I can't stop I need to hide under the security desk I run under the desk and try to be quiet but my thoughts are not nice i close my eyes to try and calm down. And then I am in the mind scape. I can't get out I can't see out. I am stuck I hear moon laughing, no that not moon it's kill code laugh. No no I need out let me out help me.

Moon POV
As I am relaxing, I hear crying. Wait, I hear crying that is not good, Sun is the only other one in the daycare. I rush out of our room and look around the daycare it's about half away cleaned, but I don't see Sun, but I still hear crying. I jump into the ball pit and start looking for Sun. I start to get closer to the door of the daycare, and the cry gets louder. I look behind the scarcity desk, and I see a ray stick out from under the desk. I slowly make my way closer, and see Sun crueled up in a ball under the desk. Grabbed at his rays most likely leaving dents. He's crying, and his eyes look as if you lost in thought

Sun

He doesn't react

I put my hand on his arm that got his attention, and he looked at me and screams" I-I am so-rry p-please st-stop I be go-good I a-am s-sorry please d-don't h-urt me " I am shocked I gently grab his arms and speak softly

Hey Sun, you are ok. I am not going to hurt you. You are ok, but you are hurting yourself. Can you please let go of your rays

He lets go of his rays but starts scratching his arm instead.

Sun, let not do that. You are ok. Look at me. I start rubbing his arms to help ground him

Sun- I-I can't i am stuck in head

Moon- You can it ok you are ok you are in the Super star daycare. You and me are in different bodies we are not in one body anymore you are ok.

Sun crawls out from under the desk and leans against me. I hold him and start humming, You are my sunshine, one of his favorite songs. After about 20 minutes, he is calm enough to speak.

Sun - I am sorry, Moon. I don't know what happened. I started feeling upset, and then bad thoughts happened, and I felt like I was stuck in our head again and couldn't get out.

Moon - It's ok. I think you had a flashback, and I know that's not fun I have had some too.Maybe you can talk to Earth about this later in therapy.

Sun - yeah, maybe, but before that, I was upset because I really wanted to draw and play and feel small but not in height wise, and that's stupid. I am not a kid. Maybe there is something wrong with me programming

Moon - You wanted to play, and you felt small?

Sun - Yeah, I know it is stupid

Moon - No Sun I heard of. I think it's called age regression it can be a way to cope with trauma or the help a person de-stress.

Sun- Oh, pushing that feeling away probably doesn't help.

Moon - Probably not. If it happens again don't push it way come find me ok?

Sun- ok

Sun- Well, I feel better now, so I better get back to cleaning the daycare it not going to clean it's self

"Sun stands up Moon pulls him right back dow"

Moon- You and not going to clean you are going to go relax and charger.

Sun- But Moon, who is going to clean the daycare?!?!

Moon - I will.

Sun - You don't have to. I can. I am fine.

Moon - I know you are fine, but I want to, and you are not going to change my mind, Sunny.

Sun- But!

Moon - No, but.

After a lot of back and forth Sun gave up to relax and chargering for the night.

After a hour of cleaning moon is done and go back the there room and see Sun asleep on the couch plugged in looking peaceful.

Moon- Goodnight bother sweet dreams.

And moon goes to charger and sleep.


I hope you liked I had not wrote in a long time and I am Dyslexic so sorry for spelling or grammar error I tryed. 😅

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