y/n sighed, back in her hometown for summer break before her sophomore year of college, she wished she was back with her college friends. this town was stupidly vacant of people she actually enjoyed hanging out with.
jiwoo's contact name appearing on her screen shook her from her daze, quickly answering the phone.
"hey girl, you never call first is something wrong?"
y/n expression saddened at her own words, they were true but she wished they weren't. it was always hurtful when she noticed things that reminded her that jiwoo would never like her as much as she liked jiwoo.
jiwoo's voice sounded as happy as ever over the phone.
"don't say that it makes me sound bad! anyway! i have some news!"
y/n smiled softly at the sound of her happiness audible even over the phone.
"i got accepted to that university you go to, i'm transferring next semester"
y/n involuntarily gasped, covering her face with her hand.
"are you fucking with me right now?"
she could hear jiwoo laugh on the other side of the phone.
"of course not! i applied as a little small joke but they accepted me! we can finally go to school together like we've always wanted to"
y/n blinked, trying to regain her senses, trying to comprehend what the hell jiwoo just said, unable to contain the excitement in her voice.
"oh my god! jiwoo oh my god!"
jiwoo let out another small laugh, the laugh that y/n adored so much.
"i'll see you in the fall then? like for real? for the next 3 years?"
jiwoo's excited tone never faltered.
"yes!"
they said their goodbyes and y/n sat there at her desk spacing out.
she could stand to avoid her feelings for jiwoo with the distance. even if she was still madly in love with her with the distance, she could pretend she didn't because of the distance. her only way of dealing with her feelings was going to disappear.
she sat there wondering if jiwoo would notice, if jiwoo would be grossed out and stop being friends with her, if jiwoo would truly like her if she knew what she was like in person, as a roommate.
y/n sighed softly, face buried in her hands, warm tears running down her face. the reminder that she's had this crush for the last 8 years of her life collapsing down on her once again.
"i love her"
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A/N: yeah I'm unfortunately alive and still in love with my best friend! so amazing guys!
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so far but so close. || chuu x reader
Fanfiction"why are you always talking to that girl? you guys have never met" "i love her"
