Han:I n-need to change
*I made my way to my almost empty tote I rlly didn't have much clothes, I grab a white tank and a pair of black shorts I sat my glasses on my dresser and made my way to the bathroom that's placed right in my room, I turn on the hot steaming water watching how each drop was making the whole bathroom foggy I put my hair in a man bun right after stripping, once I got in the shower I instantly hissed from the hot water hitting my body after a while I got used to it *
——————After shower—————-
*I was in my room staring at the wall I didn't have nothing to distract myself no phone no tv no iPad no laptop no nothing ,I heard a big bang at my door which made me flinch*
Dad: open the doorrrrr
TRIGGER WARNING
⚠️R@pe⚠️
*I listened as he stumbled over his words ,why is he drunk in daylight I slowly stood up walk to the door bowing as I open the door*
Dad:ohhh myyyy precious sonnn whereee have you've been
*he continue stumbling over his word as he start to pinch my cheeks making them flesh pink from the pain *
Dad:c-come let's talk
*he stumbles over to my bed and flops down on it then pat the spot he wanted me to sit I hesitantly walked towards him sitting in the spot he assigned for me to sit*
Dad: you know how muchhh u look like your mom s-so precious
* he put his hand on my thigh slowly moving it higher*
Han:d-dad please St-stop
*I placed my hand on top of his to stop his movements, he looked at me and smirk*
Dad:I'm I making you nervous my beautiful son
*he tried to place his other hand on my face I smoothly turned my head*
Han:n-no I-I'm just u-uncomfortable
Dad:WHY DO YOU MAKE EVERYTHING WEIRD
*he stood up with anger in his eyes pushing me on the bed and hovering over me I tried to fight back I swear I tried but Im a small compared to him ,he leans in trying to kiss me but I pushed his face away ,he harshly grabbed my waist as I hissed*
Dad:what a slutty waist you have
*i don't dare say anything to that disgusting comment he hold my hands above my head making it unable to move ,he force his lips on mines as the slowly made his was in my tank top with the hand he had on my waist to rub my bare chest, i completely freeze I couldn't do nothing be cry after a few minutes he finally moved his hand from by body it felt like it's been hours but it only been 3 minutes I thought it was over I thought he was Done but he wasn't, I wiped the tears from my eyes*
Dad:awee don't cry u asked for this
Han:NO I DIDNT
+I don't know what came over my body to yell like the but he looked at me with pure hatred in his eyes he slapped me then forced kisses back onto my lips, he made me stripped it was so humiliating everything after that went downhill by the end of it I was left crying, bleeding, cold and naked on my bed*
———————-Next Morning——————-
*I was eating a apple as I was walking to school feeling how the hot sun hit my body I hate summer as I was getting closer to the school i saw seungmin from a distance I lowered my head not wanting to make contact with him I didn't want to get attached to him because eventually he'll leave me at the end *
Seungmin:AYE JISUNG OVER HERE
*I walk to him and bowed*
Seungmin: no you don't have to bow
*he pulled me up stopping me from bowing*
Seungmin:how old are you
*he ask as we made our way in the building *
Han:m-me
Seungmin:yes you
*he playfully elbowed me as he smiled showing his big smile and very neat white teeth*
Han:o-oh 19
Seungmin:hmm I'm 18 you're my hyung I should bowed to you
Han:n-no there's no need f-for that
Seungmin:But hyunggg
*he whined*
Han:it's n-no need
Seungmin:mhm sureee do you wanna go to breakfast
Han:sure
*I was too scared to say no ,as we were in line I saw the same seungmin and I sat with yesterday I quickly looked away but slowly looked back at them when I saw this 5'6 tall purple wavy haired boy he had no face expression ,very sharp nose ,nice shaped jawline and long eyebrows he was v-very pretty we made eye contact my eyes widened i quickly bowed as i fixed my glasses and Looked away I panicked I overly panicked for no reason *
Minho pov
*hyunjin threatening for all of us to get in the breakfast line because saw "his man" but he didn't want to go alone he was too pussy to go alone ,as we was getting in line I saw the same squirrel like boy from yesterday I felt myself smiled but i stopped myself ,tf I'm smiling for I asked myself then I looked forwards for the line to get shorter i felt eyes on me someone was burning holes into my face I turned my head see the same Lil cute guy I watched as his eyes widened and quickly bowed I chuckled to myself what a awkward kid*
Jisung pov
*school hours went by really quick too fast for my liking *
1st period
*I stole quick glances from the purple boy who also stole glances from me time from time *
2nd period
*I slept that whole period away *
3nd period
*I saw the pretty boy again wait what's this feeling noooo I hate having a crush nooo I hate feeling no I don't have feelings I just think he's pretty right that all b-but why is he coming this way he sat next to me making me sniff in his perfume*
Minho:wassup
Han:m-me
Minho:yes
Han:o-oh hey
Minho:why so stiff loosen up pretty boy
Han:pretty b-boy?
*I said quietly to myself *
HEYYYTTTTTT
It's 3am I didn't take my medication for my insomnia because it has side effects and I wanna let my brain falls asleep on its own😝😝
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE SONG ON ATE?
Mines:Twilight , jjam and I like it
