Never again... Fpe {English}

Panic

*The alarm clock rang and Abbie got scared , he woke up and turned it off*

Abbie : urgh... it's 7 am... I need to get ready before 8 : 30...

*Abbie goes to the kitchen and takes something to eat , je brush his teeth and then takes some clothes , he gets out of his house and goes to school*
*He finally arrived, he walked in the Hallways and got to his locker , he took the book for the next schedule/Class and close the locker door , he got to the class and sat down then draw some random things in his book*

Bubble: Oh ! Hey Abbie! How is your morning going?

Abbie : Fine...I guess?..*je says a bit shyly*

Bubble: okay ? You sure ? Because I know that not all mornings are good for you..

Abbie : don't worry about that Bubble! I'll be fine don't worry..

*Bubble looked at him and then got to her table and waited for Claire and Engel to come , finally everyone was here just Lana...she wasn't there.. Abbie was a little bit freaked out but tried to stay calm*

Miss circle: okay, sorry for the little wait students , now who's absent today so I can start this sh!ty lesson?

*Ruby took up her hand and miss circle let her speak*

Ruby : Lana isn't here Miss, i didn't see her and she isn't here anyway

Miss Circle: okay thank you , now let's start the lesson.

*Miss circle start the lesson while Abbie doesn't understand anything it was too complicated for him and he was alone on his table so no help:(*
*Abbie wrote what was on the board and when the bell rang got out of the classroom, he got his next book for the next class and accidentally pumped on a student*

Claire : Oh my- you good Abbie?

Abbie : y-y-yeah...

Claire : don't be scared! I know Lana is absent but you can stay calm right ?

Abbie : i-i think s-s-so ?..

*Abbie was too shy and decided to run away Claire looked a bit disappointed in him but he left him be*

|TIME SKIP|

*Abbie was alone so he decided to get a cookie and ran to the library to eat without being seeing. After he finished, he was still sitting on the floor a bit shaky and stressed , je looked around he was all alone no one  was here NO ONE NO ONE NO ONE*

Abbie :*think* "i'll be fine....I'll be...fine?...I'll be....?....fine?...."*he started to breathe more and more faster and freak out , je was literally about to have a break down? He was so alone...je didn't like it much..and liked it at the same time ?! But...he needed a person that he trust...*

?????: ABBIE????! CALM DOWN ! HEY HEY HEY ?!

*Abbie didn't hear this person...but who was it?...is it..Lana ? No it can't be she is absent..but she was probably absent only this morning? No no ... impossible.. Abbie cried and breathe more faster than earlier*

??????: Abbie !!! Please listen.....Shh...*She get close to Abbie and start saying: "breath in....breath out .." he was doing it...he trusted that process, he was hurt...*
*He finally calmed down and look who was there...it was ...Claire...
She is usually with Engel all the time he founded it weird...but he was happy that she found him and helped him to calm down..*

Abbie : t-t-thanx...

Claire : no problem Abbie.. I'm you're friend and I wouldn't let you like that..

Abbie : o-o-okay but w-why aren't y-y-you with E-e-engel?..

Claire : when I saw you I told him I would be back but I prefer to stay with yours onyou cool down and stay calm..

*Abbie looked at her shyly and hugged her Claire was with a little smile*

Engel : There you- oh? Why does Abbie has tears :(?

Claire : he had a sort of panic ya know ?

Engel : that why you came you saw him ?

Claire : yup , but I don't wanna leave him , look...

Engel : well we'll stay with him

Abby: o-o-okay...

Engel : don't be scared like that...

Claire : aw...poor Abbie

Engel : *speak to Claire* I think he isn't good without Lana and even company je was literally alone the whole morning..

Claire : *speak to Engel* you're right...

*After 4 or 5 hours , school end finally ends , he goes to his room and slam the door and start crying and thinking too much "what if Lana hated him?" "What of she doesn't like him back?" "What if she reject him and turn the whole school behind him?!" "What if she leaves him and nobody came for him???!?" He was totally freaking out...*
* He breathes more more more more more faster and starts having weird thoughts like : "kys" "Be more violent" "try to be you and work with only you care for only you be you be alone but violent care for nobody else, LIVE FOR YOU" "Be you" or "she'll never love you kill who you want and be violent"*
*Abbie started to scream , he was literally shaking , but his parents wasn't home to help him...he was having an anxiety attack maybe?..*

|Time skip|

*Abbie was still awake and couldn't get off those thoughts...they we're so weird...so..weird..weird....he was probably going insane?...but he was too much worried and freaked*

I think it's a little chapter but it'll be okay ;-; so hope you liked it ! This is not my original au but i did this because I wanted to share some of my feelings and other things you know ? But they're isn't only my things I think it would be more ;)... Welp bye !

Ollie_