Wanna be on Top?

Glimpse

Hirai Momo

We are here again.

We were attending an event with one of her high-end brand clothing sponsors.

We needed to fly to Europe to attend this fashion show and to get away from all the chaos that is happening right now.

We all knew how it started with whoever that photographer captured the top actresses of the country on their vacation.

On their 100th day Anniversary!

Damn you, whoever you are!

Give them a break, they are humans too.

So, what if they date? Or fell in love with someone?

They have needs and desires too!

You don't own them. ARGGHHHH

When was the time when people idolized and protected them rather than trampling their happiness?

As sad as it sounds, they are their own products and they do sell dreams to others too.

But what about their dreams?

I look at Sana walking on this red carpet.

She is waving and plastering her sweet sweet smile.

But if people would just look deep in her eyes.

Try to really understand what she is going through right now.

They would know.

They would know that something is not right with her.

They would know how much her heart is breaking.

They would know how a simple glance at whatever reminds her of Mina makes her want to bail out.

They would know Sana had been biting her inner mouth just to not break down.

They would know if they really care about her.

They would!

But they wouldn't.

They would not even ask her how she was.

They would go ahead and ask her some silly questions about who she is wearing, or about some things that she likes in this country or some things she prefers or so.

When Sana started to become whatever she achieved now, she just had one goal, and that was for Mina to look at her.

And Mina did.

But it is bittersweet for her because even though Mina looked in her direction, Sana was still the one who made the sacrifice.

I hate that I understand that Sana could love as much as she loves Mina.

She let go of her not because she wanted to.

But because she thought of Mina.

The hard work that Mina did to establish what she had become.

It has always been like that for Mina; reputation and her job is her top priority.

That girl is so infuriating, Sana mentioned that she did not even say how she truly feels for Sana.

Maybe, that is the reason why Sana let go first because she is scared to face that Mina had never really cared for her.

Is that why you did what you did, Sana?

Or – are you thinking that -

"Maybe next time," Momo blurted out.