forced but meant. [JARREN]

5. past

"Ow..." A 15 year old Justin said as he slowly walked along the sidewalk from he had fallen. He had tripped over something and injured his knee.

"Idiot." Another young boy walked infront of and stop of Justin making a notion tog eat on his back.

"Your so mean." Justin said as he took Darren bag off his back and put it on top of his bag, ow having to bags on his back.

"Next time pay attention to where your walking." Darren said as he walked toward there house. Justin was happy to see his best friend.

Weird. What is this feeling?

Darren's heart was somewhat beating faster. Strange. Maybe it was the running he had to do during gym. No? That was almost an hour ago.

Could it be that fact that he walked fast to catch up to the boy he saw on the floor? Maybe.

What he worried? No.

Was his heart beating for the boy that was now on his back? yes.

Darren didn't know what this feeling was but he somewhat became nervous but he didn't let it show.

"Darren, are you going to homecoming?" Justin asked as he looked at the beautiful sky. He held o to Darren tighter embracing holding into him like he was gonna fall.

"Maybe...the others all have dates and we both don't." Darren said as he walked suggesting that he might go to the dance.

Homecoming where every one and there date dress up fancy, dance, laugh and maybe fall in love.

Both 15 year old made it to Justin house. Darren carefully dropped Justin in the soft bed. Justin was glad to be able to spend time with his best friend.

Best friend.

"Ow!" Justin said dramatically has he closed his at the pain on his knee.

"Shut up it's not even that bad just be quiet." Darren said as he put ointment on the knee and wrapped it up. During the process Justin was quitley holding tears back and softly letting small moans out that Darren wa struggling to ignore.

It was a strange feeling for the boy. He felt somewhat hot and tensed.

"Mhm..." Justin grab Darren hair as he moaned. It was a pain one that yanked in the hair harder cause Darren to fall on top of Justin.

Darren was on his knee on the edge of the bed as he was slowly cleaning and making the wound better but Justin who could handle pain had yanked his hair and pulled him in top of the other boy.

Justin and Darren both started at eachother. Why is this feeling? Darren and Justin both wondered as they continued to stare into eachother eyes. Darren was too close to Justin face.

"Uhmm...I gotta go pee..." Justin said as Darren got off Justin allowing him to leave the room. Darren just sat on the bed rethinking about that moment. Both boys had there face super red.

Darren got up to throw away to the wrapped and trashed he used to help the other when he noticed an open book.

A dairy.

Curiosity won Darren over and made his way over to the book and started readying it. He felt guilty but what? He wanted to find more things to joke around with Justin.

The diary was somewhat normal until one page.

The page that would ruin their friendship.

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September/16/2022

Dear dairy, I hate him so much. Why can't he see that I like him? Why does he alway have to be with that annoying wierd girl? Why can't he just be with me? I love him so much. Everything about him is perfect and everything about him makes me feel happy and safe. When I'm with him he makes me feel like anything is possible.