A-Girls-Golden-Invitations

2. Family members

Born and raised a family of for.
Her older sister Luna born two years before her, and two parents.

Mia s POV:

Mom was a visiasist, she did things with nails and faces. Sometimes she likes to do it on us in our younger years. Now we are done with her treatments. She does now her own clients at her own bought appartment on a 2nd floor. I will never visit her. I kinda like nails. But I'll do it myself. I love my own creativity. And Make-up is not my thing. Picking her up with my car on wednesdays is enough for me. My sister sometimes pick her up.
The rest of the time it needs to be herself. Bring herself at home.

Dad tend to be a engineer. As he says. I will never believe him. He lead hisself and his team-mates. He was alwas gone all the time. Come home late and never said hello. His life was focusing on hisself and his wife. My sister and i were the left overs you'd put in a trashcan. At least it is how we felt. They always says we're not, that we are loved, but I felt something different and my sister felt it too. She knew it too.

Luckily I can relay on her and she on me. The time we love to talk about everything. Our deep conversations. I'd only could have with her.
The Mondays sucks to be honest. Everyone hates this day. Me as well. And you know why he is there on his free day.

Days even got worse. He doesn't even say hello anymore, she even is 15 years old now. A kid needs you right now at that time.
He seems like he never wanted children.
But her mom wanted. If he really loved her he'd do it. But everything else is none his business.

' Why am I here?'
'What am I doing'
Questions like this I can't answer, they keep spinning in her head only.
She has some other friends but this is what she kept doing next to her homework.
It's not how she should live, no kid should live like she did.
'I am a human to with feelings, I'm not just a someone'

She tries and she tries to get along with her family.
But it doesn't work out. She talks with them for hours with not any result. Why she'd push and keep pushing to get nothing?? Overall it cost energy. And she doesn't have it. She still looses it.
Is school and work not enough?

'Did she deserved this?'

No she didn't deserved it.
Neither her sister.
Her sister is easier than her.
Her sister knew better somehow.
I don't know if she either had those kind of conversations before.
We're always talking about how he is and what he does. Both conversations hit us with a shot in the heart and probably kept it to ourselves.

I don't know.
I try not to get home that much.
Even school has more hours than at home.
Being on the streets like a homeless person. That homeless person deserves a house.
If I could give it to them I would. I would. The excuse I make is the money. I don't have it.

No we don't even bond. My dad and I.
The only person who he loves to talk is my mom.
He fell in love with her 6 or 7 years ago when my mom worked for a company and my dad came as costumer. So really they became loves but the story remains a lie.

I always want to find out what's the real reason they became loves of each other.

My life is a hell.
I could think I am adopted. But the papers didn't show me otherwise.
My hands were shaking.
Could've these been faked or copied ?!
My sister didn't even resist.

I need to find out.
It might take years to find out.

The weight of my head was heavy.
Time to sleep the day is over for her today.
Her timer is set on 10:00 AM the next day.