God what do i do!?... -Chapter 3-

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Dear Diary,
Today my heart feels like it's bursting with emotions. Every time I see Harry smile, it's like looking into heaven. But Rubys laughter is contagious, and her kindness warms my soul. I find myself lost in her eyes, each glance feeling like a glimpse into a world of wonder and beauty.

I wish I could find the words to tell them both how much they both means to me.
but  their presences in my life forces my brain to contaminate with confusing thoughts i am pretty sure i like both of them, ugh why did i have to fall for both my best friends. The way Harry cares  for others selflessly, the way Ruby lights up a room with her presence – they are both truly beacons of light in my life.

I hope one day I can muster the courage to express my feelings, to let one of thn know that they are cherished beyond measure. Until i decide which bestfriend i love more, I'll carry them both in my heart, grateful for every moment I get to spend in their company.

How do I choose between both my bestfriends? How do I decide on who to love?
I'm going to stop writing now and have some time alone with my thoughts to think about this..

Scarlett finished up her diary entry and placed the book back onto her nightstand.
"God what do I do!?" Scarlett screamed into her pillow.
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AN

REALLY short chapter today bc I'm tired as shit but I wanted to get a chapter out!!
Lmao bye ppl hope you enjoyed this half asses chapter of today!!!

Have a good day/night<3

Word count: 282

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