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chapter one

- Thousands of days have passed since the day I decided to dedicate my heart to you and only you From the day my heart decided to beat for one person and decided to share its life with one person It's a strange feeling, but it's not as painful as before. Your presence or absence no longer makes a difference. But I miss you I miss you so much I miss you more than you can imagine Many times I try to hide my feelings by making fun of you But every time I get weak and go back to the first point, to the first feeling, as if I went back a couple of years , the same feeling that I felt with you came back to me as the first time , A lot of words that don't matter to you, but to me they are my treasure and my feelings... My feelings are destroyed by my love for you These feelings are still steadfast in this love I don't know why I can't forget you, nor can I erase you from my imagination, my heart, and my constant feeling of your presence around me. I always see you in every place where we used to be together I remember memories and situations we went through, I miss them You weren't but, you are still everything to me and that's the truth that will never change even if I want it to -

4:54AM - California -

Putting her pen on the table ، She closes her diary, raising her head to the wall, hoping that the feeling inside her will not overpower her, like every time she decides to write down her feelings, hoping that it will calm her thoughts. A long story to know who's is the prince Charle of Doriana who had stolen her heart

Doriana , 18 year old girl She lives in a semi-rural town with her parents. She has blonde hair.it tends to be a bit curly-haired, she has an older brother named Wiam, their relationship is not very close but they are kind of understanding. She is in her last year of high school and her brother is about to graduate from his university, the University of Medicine in England. He is rarely home because of his constant traveling to his college. Doriana aspires to achieve her goal, which is to join the College of Software in England as well. She somewhat sees her brother as a role model for her, as he was able to achieve his dream, so she studies hard to achieve what she desires. 
Despite all the dreams that Doriana has, there is always something that hinders her thinking and desire, her love.

FLASHBACK IN 2020
Busy pressing a button to kill the enemies in front of her, her mother calls her, she picks up her headphones, puts them on the table and leaves the room
* What's wrong?mum *
She says with disgust that her mother had interrupted an exciting moment in her favorite game.
* When will you leave this children's game and pay more attention to your life, girl? Ugh *
With an uninterested face, she continues her words.
* Get dressed, we'll go shopping in a bit, we have guests tonight*
*Can I miss it? I don't feel like going out today or meeting anyone.*
* Doriana .. you must .. ! *  With an angry face
* Okay okay I get it I'll get dressed now *
She quickly runs upstairs to her room, not wanting to hear her mother's complaining words again.

* I don't know why she need me there, lol, I don't even know who's coming tonight, okay they might be their friends as usual , I don't care *

Picking up a Purple short sleeve dress , A sleepers some blush and mascara , her small crochet bag ... and that's all
Going downstairs

* I just discovered that I didn't prepare the entire needs of the lunch, so you will have to go alone and bring the requests I wrote for you on this paper. *

* Mum , are you kidding with me ? How can I know how to choose the requirements for you , you will get mad if I choose the wrong thing *

* No Time for worng or right possiblities go and get what you see , we're gonna be late *

Oh my god please help me , I'm really bad at buying supplies.

* Take the car key and go now , don't forget to bring food for bonny *

This proud cat , I must kill her one-day she acts like an owner of this house

Going right to my mum's car , for sure this is One of my besties , the color is just a perfect .. one day I should buy a one for me

Parking my car next to the market ,

* Okay , now let's see what we're gonna buy know .... Holy sh...... A fajita spices ، dear God I knew that would happen , how can I such find an unknown spices that I have never seen before *

Calling mum on the phone
* Are you kidding with me? Do you preparing a turkey Or something???? *

* Shut up useless , go find all of it and don't be late *
She hung up on me

* I really shouldn't have taken on this task, I guess they're going to be eating burnt turkey today.*

After getting most of what my mum wrote , I remembered Bonny's food

*This cat will make us beggars soon, she eats more than my brother does , then let's try to find something to Satisfy her huge hunger*

And when I was searching between the shelves of the animal food section،  I saw him ، He was also looking for something on the shelves, I narrowed my eyes a little to see him looking in the dog section, so he had a dog?Great, good mix she would be a good friend to Bonny
Oh, what a dreamer I am. I don’t even know his name. I see him by chance every now and then somewhere near the house, and here I see him near me again.
While I was staring at the shelf for a long time and not paying attention to the person calling me 

* Hey small girl .... *