Chp 16: Opening up to Healing

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Weeks passed by..
And things between us started to get quite normal..
CM still had feelings for me..
And I still had feelings for CA..

I slapped CM on 7th December 2023, Thursday..
Thursdays had become a topic of discussion in our class..
Every Thursday students used to wish CM " Happy Anniversary.."
I believe this was first started by CA..
Unbelievable...I know..
At first I hated it...but later I started to enjoy it..and I used to say the same to take revenge and annoy him..

I started chatting with CM after we were put together for an utterly useless project..
In the beginning I didn't pay much attention to his texts..
But now we talk and chat on a regular basis..

We had a lot of arguments..
But through all this..
We became good friends..

Things had started to get better..
Between all of us..
CA and I often had those eye contacts and sometimes we smiled at each other..

For those who get me wrong..
No I still didn't have any feelings for CM
He was now my good friend
I was hesitant at first..but
I don't know what I was thinking when I told him..
" I will help you get over me .."
I was giving hopes to the already hopeful..
I was literally out of my mind..
I was playing with his feelings..
I felt like a Playgirl at that moment..
But I was doing this all because I loved CA..

I know I was being Selfish and a bitch..
But I couldn't help it..
Through CM ..I developed a fairly good bond with CA and I didn't want to lose that bond..

CM still kept confessing about his feelings for me ..
But I kept declining him each and every time..

Till now..
I had never accepted that I liked CA..
Kim knew that CA looked a lot like my celebrity crush but I never really implied that I like CA..
I had tried convincing myself that I didn't like him..
And I didn't want to take him seriously..
But my heart betrayed me continuously by making me feel things I never really felt before..
After these incidents..
I was clear on one thing..

I had started to accept my feelings for CA..
I was definitely in love with CA..
And my heart didn't deny it anymore..
I didn't want to deny it anymore..

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