Dangerous Love

01| beginning

Would you ever do anything for a little amount of love? Or stay with someone who never gives a shit about your feelings?

I always wondered that when I was in middle in seventh grade and looked at the older students, who seemed to be doing anything to be loved. It was mostly the girls dating those stupid jocks who cheated on them that still stayed. And i thought that i would never stay with a guy who did that to me but then again, i was 13 at that time.

And now at 17 things were different, I was dating Zane Smith. every girl drooled over and i did as well, his brown hair and green eyes looked so magical to me and sure he was slightly arrogant. But he still showed me love.

It never really bothered me that he had a girl best friend since I knew Zane and Vanessa grew up together and had a strong bond. But when Zane started going out with Vanessa more than he with me and leaving me to wait in his apartment all by myself, I started feeling jealous and neglected. I loved him but his actions were hurting me.

And tonight I was about to confront him about this whole situation, knowing how he'll react, and once he came home i walked up to him and i wanted to hug him until i noticed how he was looking at me, with cold eyes and with slight disgust on his face.

I sighed before I crossed my arms over my chest and I raised my gaze up to meet his green eyes, before I parted my lips and I tried to find my words.

"Zane, listen, I've noticed that you're spending way too much time with Vanessa and you're practically leaving me out. I don't want to seem like some crazy girlfriend so please, try to understand how I feel."

I kept on looking at Zane while I was nervously fidgeting with my fingers, and for a second I thought that he would understand how I felt but that wasn't the case.

And I noticed how Zane's expression turned from cold to an almost angry look, and I took a slight step back before he opened his mouth.

"And who the hell do you think you are to tell me that? You're nothing special, just some pretty girl I've taken pity on, you're seriously so immature for telling me to stop hanging out with my best friend."

I couldn't believe the words that were coming out of Zane's mouth, the same mouth who told me he loved me, the same mouth who comforted me on my bad days and the same mouth he ate me out with, before he started talking again.

"So what if I'm giving her more attention? She needs it more than you. So stop acting so immature and accept that she's more important."

"Okay, Zane, have it your way or whatever."

I put my hand in front of his face to stop him from talking and my eyes narrowed before I scoffed and I kept my arms crossed over my chest, as I wondered just what even went through my head when I first started dating him. Probably some demon possessed me.