Kokujin no Tenkousei NTR ru- Hiroki's Dilligence route

Chapter 1

Watching Ayumu betray me having sex over and over again with the foreigner she was my childhood friend and seeing her like that.

It makes me vomit a little it makes me cry.. I am too weak to do anything I talk big but no results I'm just pathetic aren't I?

When they both left the storage room. I could not free myself hours passed by I count in my head how long it has been.

Why was Ayumu having sex with my bully she wouldn't do that for no reason unless she was forced I can't believe I WON'T believe it.. Ayumu was my childhood friend always there for me as we trained together played together and seeing my friend like that I'll make sure to finally teach that foreigner a lesson.

I'll make him pay for his deeds but there's a side of me that thinks Ayumu enjoyed it.. I don't know if she had sex with him out of her own will or was forced but still how could Ayumu betray me like this?

She even called me horrible things like how weak I am it's true I am weak that's why I lost twice to him now but I'll win next time.

My eyes were filled with determination it's as if nothing can stop me anymore. It was getting darker and darker as daylight faded away I thought I would be trapped here until next morning. But luck was on my side Finally a gym teacher heard my cries and whimpers.

"What happened here hiroki??" Looking with concern seeing the bruised up Hiroki it was obvious there was something deeper going on.

"Nothing just leave me alone!"

Hiroki ran past the concerned teacher before making his way out the storage room.

"Kids these days always getting into fights." Scratching his head before he himself heads out

I sprinted out stumbling and pushing him leaving the storage room and school campus. I felt bad for the gym teacher as he helped me but I was in no mood for a conversation.

I needed to head home and truly change myself I am all bruised and beaten up I would need to patch myself up usually my mom would fix my bruises.

Family is everything my mom is always kind and caring sometimes I wonder if she's even my mom she's what thirty? And she's still beautiful as ever I'm proud to have her as a mom.

Once I get patched up that foreigner is in for a beating and I'll save Ayumu this time!

When arriving at my house I heard moaning noises upstairs I knew something was wrong I didn't know what it was but I assumed it was Kanako doing exercises or something.

Walking slowly up the steps I looked through the slightly opened door surprisingly the noise was at my mom's room but it was no exercise.. I saw the foreigner having sex with my sister and mom.

I looked through the peeked door hopelessly I watch and watched like a loser I didn't act on anything I let my mom and sister get fucked by him my hormones even betrayed me as I get a slight boner...

I cried silently seeing my kind mother and strong sister having sex with my bully.. This was the last straw I couldn't stand it anymore he bullied, tortured me and now he's fucking my family.

I ran to my room crying as I couldn't watch anymore why didn't I stop him why didn't I confront him???
I punched myself more and more till I bruised my face more then it already is.

When I calmed down I saw new cds on my desk and hesitantly put it on my laptop I knew what it would be as I've seen it before...

finally understanding who was in that porn video Nao, Kanako, and Kaede I watched it staring at the video that unfolded why am I so pathetic what can I do?

I still heard loud moans I desperately tried to cover my ears with my headphones but to no avail. When it eventually stopped I didn't care anymore there was nobody I can trust or go to. I had frequent nightmares and horrible dreams I was alone all night as I heard noises of Kokujin doing as he pleases..

Next morning came it was a Tuesday usually sleeping was no problem but I couldn't sleep at all seeing that the CDs the sex the bullying it all made sense now.. I didn't know what to do if I could I would leave this place and never look back.

But my mentality won't ever allow that he must pay for what he has done I know beating him is pointless I am still too weak but I just feel emptiness and betrayal from my family girlfriend and friends...

I want my revenge if even if it means beating him to death I'll never let this slide for the rest of my life. Then I realized the path of revenge will only make me feel more empty it won't fix any relationship but it's my only way to cope with my emotions...

Even if I beat him senseless what do I achieve? Satisfaction that's what I want..

But Is this truly only way to move forward in life? or is there something else a new path that can change me I need someone to guide me...

I just don't know yet what to do . . .