chapter 6 - missing him ANGST

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Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I didn't have motivation.... Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy being warned you may cry 😉

In gusu --------- it has been a few weeks since he got out of seclusion A-Yuan now is 4 and Wangii was called to the orchid room and As he got to the door he knocked " shifu it's wangii" he said in a monotone voice " yes wangii come in" After he got in he bowed to Qiren " sit wangii " after he got comfortable " Qiren " there's a sect meeting coming up and you are expected to be there" " mh, shifu?" " Yes, Wangii?" " I will go, but I want to bring A-Yuan " Qiren Was shocked " Fine, Sizhui is a smart student and a good kid " ' unlike his A-niang ' he thought " mh, when do we leave?" tomorrow " " mh " " you are dismissed"

It was now the next day, and they were getting everything for the trip to Lanling, and they had two decibels with them and the four Lan's : Wangii ; Zichen; Qiren ; and Sizhui

On the way, wangii held Sizhui on his sword since it was the fastest way to travel, and Sizhui couldn't use a sword yet. It took a few hours (13 ) to get there. They took breaks every once in a while at one point. A-Yuan took a little nap, holding on tightly to his a-die. It took about a days travel so once it was 8:30 they still have about four hours left (they left at noon)

Wangii shared a room with A-Yuan. After they ate dinner, they went to bed. Wangii took a bath, and after he was dressed, he made sure A-Yuan was sleeping.

Wangii walks to the open window that had a slight breeze and took the pice of ribbon from his sleeve and held it while it blew In the wind the red bright under the moonlight making Wangii frown and held It closer to his mouth silently crying to not wake A-Yuan ' wei ying' he thinks as he looks out the window at the full moon ' I miss you... I need you...... I... I love you wei ying...' he then slumped down to the floor and held the ribbon tighter and tears were streaming out of his eyes and he then remembered a song a made when he was mourning him and silently started Singing

I don't know what to do without you
I don't know where to put my hands
I've been trying to lay my head down
But I'm writing this at three AM
I don't need the world to see
That I've been the best I can be, but
I don't think I could stand to be
Where you don't see me
On sunny days, I go out walking
I end up on a tree-lined street
I look up at the gaps of sunlight
I miss you more than anything

By the time he was halfway he couldn't continue without sobbing he pulled his knees into his shoulders not hearing A-Yuan getting up from the bed and what broke his out of his thoughts " a-die" said a tired but on the verge of tears A-Yuan snapping out of his thoughts "A-Yuan, why are you up?" Wangii said in a raspy voice " heard, sniff , a-die, sniff sniff , crying " he said with tears in his eyes " ah, come here A-Yuan " Wangii opened his arms A-Yuan running into them " I miss. Sniff . A-niang " he said, crying in turn, wangii started crying again, holding A-yuan tighter.

 A-niang " he said, crying in turn, wangii started crying again, holding A-yuan tighter

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To be continued...
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