Let me Rest. || Neglectful SBI

Usual Days.

Past
"Dad... Why are you crying...?" The blond said with confusion.

"Shut up, Tommy! Go bother your brothers!" He yelled.

Tommy was confused and sad. He's confused why his dad was crying. And he's sad that his dad also yelling at him again. Every time he tried to talk to his dad, or his brothers, he always got yelled. He doesn't even know why. They were probably just in a bad mood...?

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Present.
Years had passed. Tommy is 9 years old now. He goes home alone. Walking by himself. He always feel envy that his father only pick up his brothers but now him. He's jealous that other kids got picked up by their parents. He realized that he was too innocent back then. He thought his family doesn't have time for him or just in a bad mood. Turns out he was wrong. They actually have time but they don't spend it with him. They hates him and he knows now why his father was crying when he was 5. His mom died and they're probably hates him and blamed him for that.

He never talks with them since he was 7. Because he began to understand what happened in that age. Every time one of them called him for something, he intend to ignore them completely. He never respond anything to them. Even in a single massage.

Just as he thought. He opened the door and the house were... Empty. They're probably in their room as always. he took off his shoes and put them outside of the house. He went upstairs. "As always. I wish mom was here. She was the only one who would play with me." He thought.

Tommy always feel empty. But he would show his emotions to both of his bestfriends. Ranboo and Tubbo. They've treat him how he should be treated. They're like his parents. He would also go to Tubbo's house or Ranboo's house and Stay for a night. Tubbo's dad, Mr. Schlatt was amazing person that Tommy ever met. He's really nice to Tommy and cares for him. Unlike his family. He wish that his family treat him just like how Mr. Schlatt treated Tubbo.

Tommy put his bag on the floor. He went straightly to the bed. Feeling sick. Sick of his entire life. He pick up his phone. Checking his notifications while cleaning. He saw Wilbur's massage again.

Wilbur: "Tommy, You've ignored us completely for 3 years now. You would usually bothering me, or Techno, or Dad. What the fuck is happening with you?"

Tommy clean the notification, leaving Wilbur on read. "As if you care, Wilbur." He thoughts. He was... Sick. Too sick. He wish he die or he never born at all— wait. Tommy pick up his phone again, searching for ways to suicide. Many ways to suicide. He will choose this method—

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Tommy wakes up as usual. He went to go bathroom, and getting ready for school. He walks to school again. Alone. His days were usual. He could hardly focusing as he feel sleepy. Then after class, he goes to the cafeteria then he heard someone called him.

"Tommy!" The brunette called.

"Hey, Tubs!"

"Are you okay? You're looking not good today." Tubbo said with concern in his voice.

"I'm fine, big man."

"Want to stay in my house again? I'm sure my father would be happy to see you."

"If you and Mr. Schlatt don't mind..."

"Okay! We will go to my house after school! You don't have to go back to home to bring your clothes, you can wear mine—"

Tommy interrupted him. "No, thanks. I need to go home first. I'll bring my own clothes."

"Okay... If something happen, tell me, okay?"

"Okay." Tommy agreed.

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Tommy goes home again. After all, His house from school wasn't that far. But sometimes he still wish that his Father come to pick him up. But he knew that it never happen. As he got home, he immediately goes upstairs and went into his room. He grabbed his shirts, pants just for a few days. At least he left from his house and went stay in Tubbo's house. He was really sick being ignored in this house.

As Tommy ready to go, he goes downstairs. He saw His family are watching movie together without him. They're laughing, happy. "Everyday are always the same." He rolled his eyes "I should get going." Tommy thought while continue to walk to the front door.

As he reached the knob, he opened the door. He goes out and closed it back. Tommy turn on his phone and sees a massage from the group.

Tubbo: "ey, big man! We will meet in the park!"

Tommy: "is Ranboo going to...?"

Ranboo: "i'm here with Tubbo."

Tommy: "okay that's good. See you in the park."

Tubbo: "see you!"

Tommy smiled at the massages. He's happy to see both of his bestfriends. He put his phone in his pocket and continue walk to the park. A few minutes has passed, he saw tall and short persons. "Hey Ranboob! Hey Tubs!" Tommy said.

"Hey Toms!"

"Hello Tommy, and my name is not Ranboob—"

"What? Should i call you Rans?" Tommy raised his eyebrow and a smirk on his face.

"Now that's a good nickname." Ranboo approved.

The three of them decided to walk again to Tubbo's house while talking to each other. They're laughing at each other's jokes. After Three of them arrived, they went straightly to Tubbo's room.