Hide & Seek

Damage

Demi POV :

"See you next Monday," I said before kissing Steven and putting his shirt back on. He nodded shyly and showed me where my money was.

I really like Steven. He's my age and had a car accident that left him paralysed. It was his mother who first called on me to help her son in distress and since then we've become really close. He's quite cute and very intelligent, but not many people have the courage and strength to commit to a relationship with so many 'constraints', so I'm happy to be able to help him a little, even if it's only once a week or once a month...

"Go back to your girl," he said with a smile. I laughed and left.

When I arrived at my apartment, I took a shower and waited patiently for Selena to arrive. Tonight I'd asked her to come and stay with me... a way of creating a little more of a bond between us both.... I don't know if I'd made the right decision in going back to her, but what I do know is that she's not just a client to me. It felt good to have someone who really wanted me, not just as a trophy wife or an accessory.

We hadn't seen each other since the threesome with Nick and that was already too long for me.

I put on a black jumper dress showing off my shoulders, with my favourite pair of heels and added a touch of colour with a red lipstick.

"Wow Demi, you're breathtaking" said Selena as she walked into my flat.

"You look beautiful too".

"Oh... thanks... but it's nothing compared to you" she says embarrassed.

"Don't say that," I said authoritatively before pouring us some wine.

"So... how have you been since last time? And how are things with Nick?

"Well... I've had a lot of work to do but I'm fine... I'm glad we can spend a bit more time together this weekend. And as for Nick... he really enjoyed the evening we spent together... I think he'd like to do it again.... "

"hmmm... and you?" "me?" "did you like it?" " Yes... it was different... as weird as it was I even really enjoyed watching you having sex with Nick... it was really sexy!"

"Interesting... you know, I really think you should talk to him... I can do it with you if it makes you feel better"

"I know... I just need a little more time... but soon... I promise"

"Well... what do you want to watch?" I asked Selena as I set up Netflix on the TV.

We'd had a great weekend, eating, laughing, watching TV, cuddling...

These few moments spent together gave me a glimpse of what my life could be like with her... and I liked it.

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Several weeks went by and against all odds, I agreed to repeat the experience with Selena and Nick... Each time it was more intense and I loved feeding their desire and buried fantasies...

Until the day Nick contacted me to see me... and I agreed... several times.

Why did I do that?

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He pulled his lips away from my neck and slipped his hand down my trousers before inserting two fingers inside me. Our mouths were only a few millimetres apart and I was enjoying watching his face full of desire. After a few minutes, he made me cum and carefully licked his fingers full of my juices. He was so handsome and sexy and respectful that I'd forget who he was.

"I wish I could have stayed longer... maybe next time we could go to the cinema? Or a concert? Tell me what you'd like and I'll do it," he said as he got dressed.

He really wanted to do things right. And yet... somehow that made me feel even guiltier.

"Are you all right? I know it can't be easy for you... especially as Selena is your friend but... I don't love her any more. I mean, I'll always have some affection for her, but nothing more."

Selena was much more than my friend... but he had no idea about that.

"It's just a lot..."

"I know, babe... soon I'll be leaving her, and it'll be just you and me"

I didn't ask for any of this.
Now I'm filled with remorse and disgust.

I thought it was just a game at first. This double life where only I had all the answers... but I ended up burning my own wings.

Fuck !

I really am the queen of damage.