HOPE POV
Ok so I kinda been avoiding Seven again, it's not my fault. Well it is but I can't help it, im scared ok! Like he's been so nice to me and what if it is all an act? What if when I finally let my guard down he cheats on me.
So yes I've been avoiding him, to be fair I've been avoiding everybody tho. I haven't came outta my room in 5 hours, I don't even have an appetite. My phone has been blowing up with his calls, and my friends.
I don't wanna be like this, I can't help it tho. I'm so used to niggas just using me, and then leaving. I don't know how to feel about him, cause he could just be like everybody else.
"Hope!" I jumped hearing my brother's voice, he keeps bothering me. "Leave me alone!" I heard banging again, and again. "Ight but Seven comin and I told him you ain't eat all day, and haven't been out yo room."
He a snitch ass bitch, I huffed and started to rewatch arcane. Since the new season coming out, hopefully jinx wins deadass cause she had every right becoming a villain.
I was on the second episode when I heard banging from my door, "go away Honor!" "Man this ain't fuckin Honor Hope, let me in." Why couldn't everybody just leave me alone? Damn why is they not understanding ion wanna talk to nobody.
The banging didn't stop tho, "Ight I'm bout to break yo door" again he got ignored. Cause he wouldn't actually do that right? And then I heard a crack come from my door and it was busted open.
Ain't no fuckin way! He just broke my door! "So why you acting like this again?" "Can you just leave me alone, ion wanna talk to nobody today."
SEVEN
Ok so something was actually wrong with him, he didn't yell at me that I broke his door. And he hasn't ate all day, what the fuck goin on with him. "Cmon let's just talk."
I sat down beside him and just watched his movements, "mm sorry it's just my head second guessing us. I've been so used too every nigga just using me for my body, and you came and you been treating me so good that it scared me. Yknow? Because what if this is just all an act? What if you just don't actually like me"
I hummed letting him talk, "and I don't want to get hurt again. Cause I'm actually starting to let my walls down with you, and that makes me even more scared."
We sat in silence for a couple of seconds, "I promise you I won't do you like any of these other niggas Hope, and I'm sorry that they put that fear in yo heart like that. But you with me now ima show you how a real nigga should act, I'm not bout to do you wrong please just trust me."
I said kissing his head, I actually wanna try for us. I ain't never liked someone as much as I liked him, he different and I'm ready to try for us. "Stop you gon make me cry" he said laughing a lil, I'm glad I got him smiling."
"Ight come on I heard you ain't eat all day, I had you stressing that bad." "Mhm I was overthinking a lot of things" i kissed him and then helped him up, "who you tryna go see with these Nike pros on?" "Nobody I be sleepin in these"
I hummed his ass looked hella fat in them, "we gon go to a fast food place where you wanna go?" "Mmm I want some tacos" "I said fast food" "nooo I want tacos" "fine ima just order our shit then" we laid back down, he was on top of me helping me order.
"You want steak tacos with extra queso?" "Mhm and I want the Mexican corn" I hummed putting in his order and then mine, can you order a horchata too" "what size baby?" "Ummm the large so we can share"
20 minutes later and he went downstairs to go get our food, I'm glad he told me what was wrong. Like I said he ain't never fuck with a real nigga before but ima show him, ima take him out in a date tomorrow he needs it.
He came back with our food in his hand, "here you go" "thanks baby" I learned that you gotta be patient with him. You can't yell at him back even if he's yelling at you, because 9/10 he doesn't mean what he's saying when he's mad.
That's just how he copes, and I'll fix that.
Very short chapter cause I wanted to end it off here cause the next couple of chapters will be chaos so think of this as the calm before the storm
