DOFFODILS

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6:00 am

Waiting for the clock to ring and bring me back to the reality. The harsh reality that i hate the most.
Another sleepless night. Getting up, i start to do my routine. Ware the same dress that i ware yesterday not like anyone will notice me.
Give myself last glance in the mirror. i see a girl in her twenty, black skin, probably 5 fit or some i don't remember the last time i measure myself .
i hate what i see, i hate how i look.

College start at 8 am. It will take me 30 minutes if i take bus.
I have so much in my head. So many question that need to be answer, so i am going to my best friend.

Standing in front of the room i read the letter written above the door in capital letter, L I B R A R Y.
Yeah that's my friend name.
As usual i pick a book from the shelf
And take a seat . Reading the book i can hear my breath inhale exhale sound as i am the only person in the library.
It is pin drop silent. To dangerous for my mind as it get wild in thought. But my friend is fast enough to get me out of my thought.
I start to flip the page again and again and again and again oh it's 8 already.
The sound of foot step make me stop reading. Guess it's time to go.

I put the book back to it shelf.
Turning back i see her. She is in her late forty. Smiling at me so sweetly.
Mrs. Resel our Librarian.

Hello!. Mrs. Resel greet me with a smile.

Hello Mrs.Resel. i return the smile.

How are you doing? I asked

Good.How about you? I was so worry. why you didn't you visit the library for two days? Are you alright?

Yes i m.. i am fine.i was little bit sick.
I explain with my great acting skill

Oh. Ok then bye . you must be getting late for class.

Yeah. I am gonna go. Bye.

May i come in sir? I said between catching my breathe.

Yes. Please take your sit.

I sit on the last bench.

English is not that boring i guess.

Attending the last class of the day and also last class of my 4 year University i think it is not that hard to say good bye when you have nothing special to remember.

I start to walk back to bus station. It's not that far it will take me 5 min if i walk.

I was waiting for the bus suddenly it become noisei. Lots of horn can be heard. People are shouting.

Searching for my bus i see a car, in middle of the road. It's not moving.

I don't know what got into me i start to walk to the car.

Walking to the driver side i knock on the glass door. No response.
I knock on the door again but no response. Something is not right.
I try to see through the thick glass. The person on the driver seat is not responding. His right hand was on his heart. He was taking deep breath.