Forever pretending

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You know what I hate
Having to cover the truth with lies
Just because it's too extreme for ppl to handle
Or it's not time
Like the shyt I know is crazy
But it's bad things happening to my close ones
N I'm not allowed to say anything
I always have to pretend
I pretend like I'm perfectly fine mostly every day
I pretend like I don't know the truth
I pretend like I'm not losing my sanity
All for other ppl
Cuz it might crush them
But crushes me more that I knew something bad was gonna happen
And I didn't try to save you I just sat and watched
And pretend I like I didn't now
It crushes me man
But no one cares
So it doesn't matter
Ill be perfectly fine
I think

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