wtf is this

:/

Agh one of my bsfs is not doing the best rn and I feel so bad, I wanna help him more cuz it feels like I'm not rlly doing anything even tho he says that js me listening to him talking abt his problems helps a lot but I still don't feel like I'm doing enough- I care a lot abt him, I love him so goddamn much but like if he didn't live hours away from me, I would go over to his house and hug him so tightly but I can't and now I'm sad :(
Also I js rlly wanna hug him a lot in general but we live kinda far away from each other so uh that's kinda difficult to do so I js put a hoodie on one of my pillows and hug it every night while I sleep thinking abt him (I put the hoodie sleeves around me and everything)