Enemies to lovers I made on a rainy day.

Authors Rant (Feel free to skip)

Ok, so, when I made this, I was in a really bad mood. My friend had just told me that nobody understood her although I've been trying and trying to. She's really nice and really extroverted on the outside, but she has mental issues she hasn't told me about too, and she has thought about suicide. Another mutual friend of ours is the one who's been helping her through this, and I really, really thank him for that, even though we're frenemies and I don't even like him that much. Anyways, his friend that neither me nor my friend knew, recently died in a car crash. He didn't tell me about that either, but that is his choice and I don't mind. But my friend was very devoted into letting him talk it out with her, because she said that "his friend literally just died in a car crash  I can't leave him like that". Which I think makes sense, but I said that personally I would leave him be because that's what I would want others to do to me. It's true that he could want something different from me, but that's just what I would have done to help. My friend got mad at that. And before that I had also admitted that my problems were really stupid compared to hers, and that I was too selfish of a person to think those things. She agreed immediately to both facts, which hurt more than I thought it would. So, in this book, you will see shadows of my people pleaser part in Vinh, and my helpless "yes, my life is better than yours but what in the world do I do about it" part in Andres. I'm 12, and I don't understand all of this yet, unlike some of you might. I'm just leaving this here because I really need to tell someone, and what better than a bunch of strangers online who have no idea what the actual frick is going on. Thank you, so, so much for reading till here. I really hope you enjoy my time and effort.