Jungkook is insecure in this book.
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Jungkook woke up, feeling warm.
He tries to turn his body around but the wait over him make him whimper in pain and the pain in his lower body was not less.
He flutters his hand in air and his hands found it place to the king's back.
He arch his back as unknown pleasure again rush through his veins,he caress his husband back bringing himself back from his high.
The weight over him was heavy that he can't even move his limbs.
He caress taehyung hair and with great difficulty make him lay beside him.Taehyung manhood slide out of him in the process making him moan and taehyung whine in his sleep.
Jungkook attention get back to his husband.He chuckled seeing taehyung tries to snuggle his face in between his cleavage.
He kissed taehyung forehead and stand up to take shower,he hiss as the shoots in his body.
Huriya always helps him in taking shower but he's too shy to call her today.
He can't show her his recked self,he can't show her how much good his husband make him feel last night.He walks towards full length mirror and see his reflection there.
A bl**d stain on his flower,he hurriedly look back at the mattress and it's white color has painted into red .
The proof of his purity,but how can he know about taehyung's purity.How can he know he's the only one for him.How can he live with the fact that his husband have bedded other before him.
How will he gonna take the pain,when his husband will bring other wife , spend the nights with others when he can have that warmth from him.How will he see his husband having kids with other women and abandoned him in a corner of the palace.
His heart pain as the tears roll down his eyes,his neck was bruised as someone animal ruined it.His lips was ruined and the skin over it was scratch from there.His eyes was swollen as his husband make him cry at his mercy.He was looking recked,a recked doll.
Did his husband do these things with others? Did he make them feel this much good? Did he ruin them like he he ruined him?
Tears continuously roll down his eyes as the reality hit him harder.
His husband didn't belongs to him,he didn't!
And his useless self can only cry over it.
He wipes his tears and walks towards bath chamber.He have to look pretty for his husband so he didn't even look at other.He have to take care of himself so he only craved for him.He can't let his brain won over his heart.
He needs to make taehyung his even if had to use his body for this.He will do.
He will make taehyung addicted to his body,the addiction which he owns.Jungkook thoroughly clean himself .
As he washed himself, Jungkook took his time, making sure to clean every inch of his skin.The only thing which he can do.He winced slightly as he cleaned between his legs, still feeling the tender effects of their intercourse. But it was a good kind of pain, a reminder of the love and passion he have for his husband.
After washing, Jungkook step out of the water , wrapping himself in a soft wool cloth. He looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes still red from the earlier crying. He took a deep breath, feeling the scent of his husband still on his skin.
Jungkook moved on to his hair, brushing it gently to remove any tangles. He left it open,he take the iron rode steam it over burner and straight his hair with it.