The hard path I'm forced to walk (Itachi x Kisame and Itachi x Hidan)

part 1

Itachi POV

I walked into my room that Pain pointed me to I was told my partner was going to be in there. I was a little nervous about meeting them. But here goes nothing.

"Hey!" When I walked in I was greeted by a warm welcome.

"Hello." I replied back with a small bow.

"I'm Kisame nice to meet you and you are?"
He was tall at least 6 foot maybe even more. He might be understanding me from seeing my small statue.

"I'm Uchiha Itachi." That was all I said and I saw his face change "Oh hey! Your that kid that killed there whole clan.!" I was but when I tried to say that no words came out.
That was the hardest thing I had ever done, and it still hurts. Maybe he noticed my mood change and me not responding.

I could then hear him struggling to come up with something to say.

"So the room has a room divider by the ways, it pretty neat. Oh and you'll meet the other members when dinner's ready."
Kisame's spoke his sentence fast .

"Alright thanks for telling me." I speak soft to him with a polite head nod.
I began unpacking the little things I have. I hear Kisame leave the room. As soon as I believe his far enough away to not hear me, I sink to the floor my legs unable to hold me up any more, still some blood under my nails that I failed to wash.

I cover my mouth to cover the sounds of my sobs I don't want anyone to hear me. But I guess my cry's are to loud as I curl up on the floor next to my bed.
I breath life itself but it hurts because of all the death now in my life, I feel nothing as my eyes are to full of sadness and tears. 
I cough on the air I try to breath in. It doesn't work I can't breathe the cry's are to strong.

Next thing I know someone is behind me I don't know who it is or how long they had been watching me lose my shit on the ground.

They pull me in close and rub my back and pet my hair. I don't pull away by even my on surprise I lay on there lap and continue to cry, and struggle to breathe I cough and they just say there holding and comforting me.

I black out pretty soon after that. Waking up soon to a dark room there's no sound all I can think about is wondering who held me?
Was it my new partner? or was it my new boss Pain? or was it the very sweet lady with him Konan? I guess I'll never know.

Confused why it was quiet, I got up my body quite tired still I stumbled as I get up.

I noticed something immediately I'm wearing one of my only over-sized hoodies and a pair of my sweat shorts.
Someone changed me? And here I thought all the people here where going to be psychopath but seems at least one of them gave a heart .

I walked out of my room and can hear the sound of several people talking among themselves. I walked towards the sound.

"Itachi." Kisame called out sitting at a large table. Oh right they mentioned that I would meet the rest of the group at dinner this must be dinner.

"Come Itachi, take a sit." Pain singled for me to take sit. So I walk forward into the dim light of the dinning room I can see the other members watching and judging me.
It's like I just walked into the ANBU the first time with them all already believing I'm not strong. Soon enough they will see I'm everything but.

I take a sit next to Kisame. Who pats the set before I sat down.
"This is our new member Uchiha Itachi." Pain addressed me to the others at the table.

"These are our other members please introduce yourself to him." Pain finished what he was saying the first to speak was short just like me looked around my age to
Guess they got something with little's boys. He was blond, long hair, blue eyes, didn't look to strong but I out of all people I know not to judge strength based on how they looked.