𝑬𝒀𝑬𝑲𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑪 | katseye 7th member

𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 2. five

today we're packing up to go to korea. adéla, ua, and hinari are still in the dorm with us, but we're splitting ways soon. "who are you going to be living with?" adéla asked emily. we were chilling on adélas bed, waiting for time to pass by.

"bitch, i don't know.. i don't know what im gonna do!" emily laughed it off, but i could tell she was hurting. "i think it's.. it's really unfair to send me home in the first elimination." adéla spoke up after a bit of silence.

"no, i totally agree with you." ezerela sympathized with her. "thank you!" she expressed "i've been here from the start, and i've been working my ass off, so atleast the could've.." she trailed off.

"the math isn't mathing." iliya said. "the math isn't mathing." adéla repeated. "and if it was really fair then i feel like i would've gone further along and i would've reaped the benefits a little more."

"every month i try to work on what they tell me to and then.. nothing." she vented. "it never sticks, they never like it, and it's just.. i was like 'i don't think this is for me' or maybe they just don't like me."

"well, if it means anything, i think you are an incredible dancer and singer." i praised. "thank you, y/n. i just wish other people did too." she sighed. "they do, i know they do." emily affirmed.

*knock knock* sophia opened the door. "it's time to go." she told us. i sighed and filed out of the room along with ezerela and iliya to go grab my suitcase out of my bed room. "i'm gonna miss them." i said. "me too, but hey, everything's going to be okay." ezerela softly spoke.

"i just hope so." i replied as i rolled my suitcase out of the house. "can someone help me put my suitcase into the trunk?" i asked, "yeah! i got it!" lara grabbed my suitcase and lifted it into the trunk. i looked back over at hinari, who looked visibly upset.

"hey, it's gonna be okay, i'll keep in touch." i told her. she didn't respond or anything, she just hugged me and i hugged her back. after a moment, we broke apart. "please work hard y/n, i'm rooting for you."

she smiled as she was tearing up. "i'm rooting for you aswell." i smiled at her. "this isn't the end for you or me, and even if you're gone i'm still going to be there for you. okay?"

"okay." she smiled softly as tears flowed out of her eyes. that was enough to make me burst into tears, the other girls coming over to say their goodbyes to hinari. i went over to adéla, she was crying holding emily. "can i join in..?" i asked softly. "of course, always." adéla responded.

"you know, i always imagined us debuting together." emily spoke up, teary eyed. "in another universe." i sniffled. "we're all together in another universe." adéla affirmed. just then, megan, daniela, lexie and karlee came up to us. "group hug?" karlee asked. "group hug." i smiled as the rest of the girls came over to join our group hug.

"i won't forget you girls, ever." adéla said. "well you better not!" daniela sniffled, smiling a bit and making all of us crack up, still feeling sentimental. we broke up our group hug, and loaded ourselves into the van.

the cars taking the remaining contestants rode away as a slumped into my seat, and rested my head on the head rest still in tears. "i'll miss you adéla!" sophia waved to adéla who was still standing in the driveway, it broke my heart to see adéla crying like that.

as we got onto the main road, i couldn't help but think, is this all worth it? what if i get dropped just like adéla? why did i even agree to this?