I once remember hearing write what is true to you so here it is...........
When I was young I thought my looks could make anyone fall for me. But then I got around other girls and started to feel inadequate. One day I realized I had something that some little girls had given up already and that's my virginity. But that didn't really change my self opinion cause from the outside looking in what good is having something like that if it doesn't look good and nobody wants it.
From a little girl to a young woman 16 years of age and finished 2 years of high school. And that as pretty as a partridge in a pear tree image that everyone had of me at age 3 has been distorted. In high school I realized that high school is the period where innocence ,purity, self esteem and anything else like that was being targeted and under attack. Plus with my school work teachers never cut me any slack. But they didn't have to do that so they didn't.....
Actually now that I think about is high school and middle school were both periods of moral destruction I seen. Hearing girls talk about parties and who's kids they swallowed at them when they're only fifteen. Morals don't mean a thing to a girl with popularity and other things.....Now I can honestly say one of my biggest fears in the world is seeing girls that I go to school with 30 years from now today. I have a fighting chance to be successful to finally feel it's something I won and I won't sacrifice that for no one no one
I never knew how hard it is to resist temptation on your own at least I didn't know until it followed me home . A boy he texted me I don't know how but I felt with everything he said I thought he fell for me. It took me sometime to realize he never really cared for me he just wanted that one thing....the one thing that I just loved myself too much to give to him already. He wasn't worth it though he wasn't even worth me and quickly that's what I started to see. No calls no text after that and in public he didn't even acknowledge me. Hit me back a while after that with a hey thought it would be easier this time around. Nah bruh you can keep that where you found it at .There's no running back. What I have with me is something that that is reserved for the man that truly loves me wherever he may be he wants me loves me and won't ever be scary enough to acknowledged me.......What I have is worth more than gold and is rather precious to some and I won't give it up for no one no one............
I haven't written anything in a while I needed some time to sort out somethings in my life this is written from experience and its something I feel should be shared with girls young ladies and women everywhere........so from me to you because I care and I think you're beautiful and special enough to be waited on.....
