Aaron, I love you. You've saved me from myself and you know it, too. Thank you for everything you've done. You helped me stay strong for so long. Unfortunately, I constantly want to die. You can't always be there to protect me, either. You try your absolute best. I know, but some people just can't be saved. I'm sorry for what you're about to go through. I know it's going to be tough. Please don't ever blame yourself for this. Aaron, what I'm doing is not your fault. I could never thank you enough for everything you've done for me. You gave me a reason to stay strong. I'm sorry I'm not strong anymore. I'm just too tired to keep fighting. I feel like someone has their hands gripping my throat and every once in a while they'll let me breathe just enough to stay alive before choking me again. I can't seem to get better. Its like, one step forward, two steps back. Its hard to deal with. My love, you are my everything. I've never felt loved before I met you, honestly. You made me feel alive again. You lit a spark in my heart. Sadly though, that spark has burned out. I'm so sorry it has to end this way. I never anticipated it to end like this. Please, my love, don't ever forget me. Move on in life. Get married, have kids, and live life the way you've always wanted. I'll always love you, no matter what. I promise. Stay strong and be happy, hun. Show the world how strong you are. I know you can make it through this. You can make it through anything.
