bullied by magcon

Chapter 16

I wake up in a hospital bed. I start to panic because I have no idea why and how I got here. When everyone sees that I am awake Hayes, Sam and Caroline run up to my bed hayes trys to grab my hand and I move it and roll so that my back is facing him and start to tear up the look on his face...it just..it killed me. The girls walk on the other side and Sam says "oh honey" wiping my tears then she hugs me which makes me cry harder "I just wanted it to last forever I'll never be able to get over him he was my first and only love even before we where dating" I say between sobs "babe I promise you will get over him and trust me on that one I have been in a few relationships that ended badly thought I wouldnt ever get over them but I did and now I'm with taylor I know it feels like you wont now and it hurts but you will I promise" Sam says. I can always trust her with relationship advice. "I miss him already" I cry harder then stop and say "you know what I dont care" "Oh god your acting like me now" Sam says. Well if you didnt know Sam has had this I dont care attitude for as long as I can remember and this is the first time I have actually considered using it. Hayes really hurt me my heart if broken and I dont think that it will ever be fixed but if I tell myself that I dont care then eventually I wont. "No I honestly dont care hayes can be buddy buddy with madison if he wants to I dont give a fuck okay I just want to fucking get out of this goddamn hospital" Sam and Caroline look at each other and go get the doctor he comes in "hey you just had a stomach pain because you hadnt eaten and the reason you passed out was because of to much stress. You are free to go but you need to lay down and not be stressed because there is a possibility that you will pass out again your body cant handle too much stress okay so just be careful" I smile and nod and say "thank you" I get up and a nurse comes in with my clothes I put them on and head to Sam's car and got in "I just have a question" I say "yeah" sam says looking in the rear view mirror "who took me to the hospital""hayes did" sam says with pity in her eyes "oh" I say thinking about all of the good memories me and hayes had over the last 5 months well five months would have been tuesday (tomorrow) I start to tear up so I push the thoughts away. 

*back at the hotel* 

Ive been thinking about everything the doctor said with not being stressed and everything and now everything with madison and the fact that madison is here already makes me stressed.. I need to go and I just cant look at hayes if I'm really gonna end what we had I cant talk or look in those beautiful blue eyes and kiss his perfectly shaped lips Bailey stop it get over him already man damn. I walk in the room that everyones in except hayes and madison they are probably having sex in his room but I dont care anymore "Guys I have decided to leave my plane is leaving in 3 hours and I just wanted to tell you guys that I will miss this and that I love you guys and yeah you guys have mu number so just shoot me a text when you want to talk" I walk out before anyone can talk me out of it. But before I know it Jack G was standing in front of me "bailey what happened with you and madison" I look him in the eyes "I didnt want you to hear this from me but I caught her and Hayes making out in the elevator just before I passed out and I cant stay here with madison and look at hayes and how much hes hurt me and plus I have to go and pack so dont even try to talk me out of leaving bye jack" I say walking passed him "IM SORRY" I hear jack scream and I turn around and give him a hug I whisper in his ear "Its not your fault. So dont blame yourself for why I'm leaving okay" he just hugs back and I turn and walk to my room I pack all of my stuff then open the door I turn back to the room and look at the bed that me and hayes were kissing on just yesterday. I walk to the room everyones in " I just wanted to say my final goodbye" everyone hugs me and I'm happy to report that hayes and madison are still not in the room. My uber picks me up and I finally arrive at the airport my flight leaves in 2 hours its so weird being here considering that we still have 8 more months on tour I'm gonna miss it so much but a girls got to do what a girls gotta do. It really does hurt knowing that I'm letting everyone down. Oh great my flights canceled I have to book another one that leaves in 3 hours so its not that bad.

Hayes P.O.V

"Hey guys have you seen Bailey I've really fucked up and I need to fix things" Nash and cameron walk up to me "Sorry bro but shes gone" Nash says "WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHES GONE" I scream "She left to catch a flight shes leaving the tour" Cameron says with pity in his eyes and sadness in his voice "Oh my god what have I done" "Bro do you really love her" Nash says "Yeah I really love her" "then why the hell are you still here go get your girl" Cameron says "your right" I say before running outof the room. I get there and go to the information desk "how may I help you" the lady says "Hey hi is there a possible way that you can tell me what gate Bailey fields is at right now" "umm I dont think I can but just a little hint her flight was canceled the next one shes catching leaves in 25 minutes "thank you so much" I say running I'm looking everywhere until I find the gate that her planes at she must have boarded it so I run over there "Sir I'm sorry but you have to have a ticket" I reach in my pocket and throw my credit card at them and run inside I scream her name until I can see her face "baby I'm so sorry" she looks at me and I can see pure pain on her face" Sorry doesnt cut it" she says in a cold tone "Baby I love you this is exactly what she wanted I cant spend one night without you in my arms I can lose anyone.. anyone except you I dont know what I would do without you I love you too much I swear I dont want anything to do with madison this was just apart of her plan I'm so sorry please come back I cant survive the rest of this tour without you " she just looks at the floor I turn her head so that shes looking at me. She just stares into my eyes and I stare into her amazing perfect brown eyes and lips I put my hand on her waist and my other on her face and lean in as my lips touch her she wraps her arms around my neck I pull away and say "babe please dont leave" she smiles and says "I'm not lets go" I smile and peck her on the lips before I grab her bags and get my credit card back from that annoying ass man earlier. then we are back in the uber.