Self fulfilling prophecy
If we think it, there for it is.
The self hate.
Self loathing.
Knowing it won't work out.
Knowing everyone is out to get you.
Knowing you're a bad person, an unworthy person.
Does it make it so.
Could it make it better.
If we think better, think happy.
Can I dream myself a better life.
Or is that in itself a dream.
A fantasy.
What is reality.
Is there a reality or is it all perception. If we closed our eyes and wished it all away, would it go.
Flesh and bone on rock and earth, made real by our souls, our perception, our reality. The only inevitable thing in life is change, nothing ever stays the same, yet we give so much meaning and power to fleeting things destined to be a memory or perhaps forgotten, like they never existed. But in one moment, one time, they mattered and than in the end they simply don't.
