The next day comes by, I went to the cafe and somehow I never bumped or see her inside. I felt desperate but I got used to it because no one ever talks to me at the cafe. But, when I was gonna go to the mall, I bumped into someone. I said, "Oops! I'm sorry, I didn't me-" I cut off myself as I saw Prex going to the opposite direction. She said, "Oh Y/N, I didn't mean to bump into you i'm so sorry!" She said in a worried tone. I replied "You don't have to worry about it, Prex. I'm just going to the mall." "Oh I was about to go home, but I wanna come with you." She said. I wasn't expecting her to come since I was only gonna buy a few things, but I said in reply "Of course you can come." When I said that, Prex started jumping excitedly and said "Yay! Come on i'll book an Uber for us two!" When we went inside the Uber, some thoughts went into my mind. When she had this happy and worried tone, I already knew from the start that she was an extrovert. Also, I knew that she wanted to be friends with me, which I was very happy about because I rarely have any friends.
We arrived at the mall and stopped by my favorite book store. When she saw the book store I was gonna go in, Prex said "Hey! That's my favorite book store too!" I was happy and surprised at the same time. We decided to pick our favorite books we find in the bookshelves and some favorite stationery. When we went out of the bookstore, my eyes caught a store in the mall. It was my favorite and childhood restaurant of all time. I pulled Prex's arm as I drag her to the restaurant in the mall I visit every often. We had a lovely conversation just like yesterday in the cafe. But this time it was much better, we talked about this specific neighbor that always disturbs us during nighttime and I loved the gossips so much that she told me all of the neighbors secrets and embarrassing stuff she does. I kept on laughing as I hear it and I really enjoyed it. Then I bought some new clothes since some of my favorite clothes were in the laundry. Prex aggressively begged me to match clothes with her and I couldn't resist her being so aggressive. So I looked for some and found what she really liked. I paid for it and went home.
As always, I stop by the garden full of flowers and reflected on myself again. I said to myself on my mind, "I saw her again and It feels like a dream talking to her. She always had my type of style and personality and it makes my heart happy. I never had a friend who always treats me well and makes me smile. I know she really tried her best effort, and she really did. I could never ask for a happy friend among all the friends I have. She's really there for me and i'm happy." I end myself looking at the same star reminding of her and smiled. Then I went home and wrote in my diary:
Dear Diary,
I never knew I could have a better friend than anyone else. If she was gone, I wouldn't take a girl that looks like her, I want her true looks, true attitude, true everything. I want her in my life forever.
Then, I scrolled through Social Media and saw her accounts. Actually, I wanted her socials because I only had her number. So I messaged her and waited an hour, but she didn't reply. Instead, I turned on my nightlight and went to bed.
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