Love and Pain

Luna

We hear the front door shut and I look over at Lola who is smirking at me.

" What?" I ask, smiling a bit.

" What's going on with you guys?" She asks, smirking at me.

" What do you mean?" I ask, not stopping the smile on my face.

" You were in his bed. Asleep."

" Yeh so?"

" In his room. With him in it."

" What's the big deal about that?" I ask, blushing a little.

" He never lets people in his room, not even our mamma. This is the first time that I'm in his room. And I'm his sister."

" Wait really? You've never been here?" she gives me a no-shake. Why can I be in his room then? Does that mean... No Luna don't let it go to your head.

" Girl, not even his hook-ups get to go to his room. He would always take them to a hotel or something." Lola laughs.

" What?" I ask in disbelief.

" Yeah, it's like he doesn't even date. It's like he doesn't even have a sex life."

" Okay enough talking about your brother and his you-know-what life, let's watch the movie." I say, we start the movie again, but I can't seem to focus. Why can I be in his room and Lola not? Did his girlfriends get to come in here, or in his father's house? How many girlfriends did he have? Lola said hook-ups not girlfriends, did he have a lot of girlfriends? After a while of thinking I get bored of the movie.

" Lo, can we play a board game or something?" I ask her.

" Yeh, sure what do you want to play?" she asks me, putting the movie on stop.

" Uhm I don't know, monopoly or something?"

" Yeh sure, downstairs?" I give her a nod.

" But I can't walk." I still have pain in my ribs.

" I can ask a guard?" she asks, guard? Since when do they have guards?

" Guard?"

" Yeh, since Nicholas came home, he had to bring some buddies with him. But it's only for protection, don't worry about it." she says, uhm okay?

" Is there a female one?" I ask, I don't know if I feel comfortable with a man touching me. But why do I feel comfortable when Nico does it?

" I can look." Lola says breaking my toughs. I give her a nod and she walks away, after 5 minutes she comes back with a man behind her.

" Lo." I say hinting at her.

" Sorry Lun, he was the only one I could find."

" It's fine." I say, the man comes up to me and picks me up. I flinch when he starts to walk, it hurts when he walks downstairs and I feel really uncomfortable. I want Nico, I want to be in his arms, this only hurts. I begin to feel scarred and look behind me, trying to get Lola's attention, but she's just looking at her phone. The guard puts me down on the kitchen chair, and Lola takes the Monopoly out of the drawer in the living room. She walks to me and we start to set everything up. When we're done setting everything on the table we start the game, we take our turns rolling the dice and moving the piece.

" Truth or dare?" Lola asks while rolling the dice, 6. She takes six steps and looks at me.

" 2 games in one. Okay, umm. Truth." I answer her, I pick up the dices and roll, 11.

" Do you like my brother? " I take the steps and buy a street. I mean, I like Nico. He is my childhood crush. But do I LIKE him? I do-... OMG, I LIKE NICO. But what if she gets angry and yells? Does he even like me? I don't think so. I mean who would like me, look at me.