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London *One Month Later
Laying in bed I groan in agony as I hear a FaceTime call come through. " Hello you whores" I say as the faces of Wynter, Nova, and Serenity come through. "Hey butt butt" says Nova as she focuses on the camera. "How you feeling love" asks Wynter with concern."Your sister has been telling us that you over there in nasty ass New York sick as bug" Nova says. "Yeah...I have a major headache and can barely keep down anything that I eat ... I think I have a stomach bug " I say watching them all suddenly freeze to look at me like I'm stupid or something.
"Ummm....how long you been feeling like this butterfly" asks Wynter. " I guess on and off for the past two weeks," I say with a shrug. "Hunny lemme virtually hold your hands while I say this but baby....you pregnant with big bird jr" Serenity says shaking her head making the other two laugh. "One I would know if I was pregnant two y'all gonna stop clowning my baby about his color" I say laughing along with them. "And I Oopp..... Since when was that your baby... Last I checked that snow roach was still with him " asks a amused Wynter.
"Y'all know we always say we're each other's even when we're not" I stated rolling my eyes. "Mhmm.... well I know for a fact ya ass gotta be pregnant the way y'all was moaning and groaning....for hours at that" Serenity says. "Mhmm I should have known what he was up to when he told me to sit my 5 dollars ass down before he makes change" joked Wynter causing all of us to fall out in laughter.
"I swear I didn't know that was going to happen... One minute I was questioning his sanity the next my legs was parted like the red sea with his head between them.... Did everyone really hear us?" I ask a bit concerned. "We damn sure did ... Even miss Victoria" says Nova. " Did y'all see her face when he came out the room though .... Baby if looks could kill he'd would be six feet under right now" . I shake my head a bit ashamed that I caused another woman pain. Emery never cheated on me when we were together and I didn't like the fact that I was the one he cheated with. .
"What kills me is Mr.spencer asking about you while we hear you getting piped down.... Guess that almost kiss has him hooked" say Serenity snickering. "Oh please I have no time for that" I say as I roll my eyes. " Oh I know you need to be taking those pregnancy tests I put in your tote bag" Serenity states. I get up to go look and sure enough there they are in my front pocket.
"If I take this and it comes back negative then what?" I asked just for the sake of it. " Then we going to fly out that Big bird. Sr so he can try again.... I need my god baby god damnit" semi yells Wynter. " Ew who said I wanted to have his big headed baby that damn bad" I lie. They don't even respond just gave me side eye and told me to go and take the test. I say my goodbyes as I hang up so I can make my way to the bathroom to handle my business only to be too afraid to look at the test once it was time.
Being I wouldn't be the one affected by the results I decided to FaceTime the one other person who would. "Hey big head" I greet as he comes into view. " What's good pumpkin... Wassup with you I heard you been sick out there" he says glancing at the phone while driving. " Yeah.... Uh ... About that ..... There's a chance I may be pregnant" I say a bit unsure of his reaction. A big smile with all 32 teeth breaks out across his face " oh word?!? .... You might be pregnant with my baby?" He asks excitedly. I nod my head with a smile of my own " yeah I just took the test Im just a bit nervous to actually look you know". " What you nervous for?.... You know I will always and forever have your back baby girl anything you wanna do imma ride behind you 1000 percent" he states looking focused on the road. " Yeah I know it's just the way it happened.... I always pictured it differently.....always with you just..... You know with us .... Together" I shyly say. Taking a big sigh I see him wipe his face which I know means he's starting to get frustrated. " London...... Babygirl.... As much as I want to be with you and only you know you damn well why it won't happen..... At least not right now..... We have so much to work on individually before we can even try to focus on us together....then now with possibly a baby on the way with the way fight in a disagreement we damn sure don't need to be together right now" he says . And even though I know it to be the truth my heart sinks once more. It's been this way since we've broken up. No at the party wasn't the first time we hooked up either and every time I try to mention maybe trying us again he shuts me down. I think I can't handle anymore rejection from him. I just nod and stand up to look at the test.
" I know it's not what you want to hear London. I know you want us to be a family. You know I mean it when I say that we're end game. You are forever and always Mrs. Brown to me. It's just not the time for us right now. Ok?" He asks with a look of sorrow. I completely ignore him as my new reality stares back at me. " London did you hear me mama ?" He asks . " Congratulations Mr. Brown you're going to be a father" I state as I hang up immediately breaking down in tears. Never again will I ever ask him it's time for me to start moving on and being better for myself and now my little one.
