A Bad Love

10.

Anastasia:

"Urgh it's like yeah your hot but you're an asshole," Jaxon said sitting at our lunch table staring at the 'popular' table.

"I know right it's like they own this school and everyone in it," Sophia said. 

"they're not that bad" I slipped up. both heads snapped to me.

"Excuse me, the boy who beats you every day is sitting over their" Jax said immediately getting mad.

"Yeah, but in the last what like month he hasn't done anything, and also he helped out with our project and stuff" I mumble.

"You are fucking dumb Stas. he is an ass hole" Jax retorted. Soph just looked back and forth quietly. I just sat quietly and looked down at my book. Jax laughed and got up walking out of the lunchroom.

"I'll go and make sure he is okay" Soph said also walking out. I just my book and felt tears running down my face.

I am pathetic and I hurt my friends. The bell rang and students cleared all looking at my table. I felt an odd warmth behind me. Ace.

When everyone was out of the room and the doors were closed, I felt aces hands running up and down my back.

"Why are you crying" he asked in a soft voice he uses when we are alone.

"I slipped up" I whispered. "And it made Jax and Soph both leave"

"What did you say princess" he asked playing with the ends of my hair.

"They were talking about how you are a A-Hole, and I said, 'you are not that bad' and that made Jax flip" I confessed, and I felt aces hand snake down my shoulders and to my neck. he used his thumb to push my chin up an di looked at him.

"your okay princess, I am an ass but thank you for sticking up for me" ace said and looked at the shut doors before leaning down and kissing my lips softly. 

"But now my friends are mad" I whispered, and ace nodded rubbing my neck with his thumb.

"I know princess and I am so sorry" he whispered. he relapsed my neck before grabbing my bag and helping me up kissing me again. "Go to class and don't worry about them"

I nodded and he handed me my stuff kissing me once more before pointing at the door. I walked out of the lunchroom and there were students whispering trying to think of what went down.

"He probably hit her"

"No ace don't hit normally his friends do."

"What if he ripped up all her stuff"

"Oh, that would be so cool"

I shook my head and sighed.

*****

''No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Fallin' into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes

I've been walkin' through a world gone blind
Can't stop thinkin' of your diamond mind
Careful creature made friends with time
He left her lonely with a diamond mind
And those ocean eyes''

I sing the lyrics while dancing around aces room. He had somewhere to go but turned on his radio for me and I was playing music. I had my eyes closed and I was feeling free. Nothing mattered anymore. I haven't listened to real music in forever and now it felt amazing.

"Cause I've made some real big mistakes
But you make the worst one look fine
I should've known it was strange
You only come out at night
I used to think I was smart
But you made me look so naive
The way you sold me for parts
As you sunk your teeth into me, oh
Bloodsucker, fame fucker
Bleedin' me dry, like a goddamn vampire"

I sang and laughed. My feet were jumping in circles and my arms were out. I had aces window open, and the breeze felt nice in the normally warm room. I never made sound as I jumped because how light I was. I felt eyes watching me and I stopped jumping and looked at the direction I felt eyes.

Ace was leaning against the door and smile on his face just watching me.

"Oh hi" I say turning off the music and cleaning up the books on his bed.

"Why did you stop?" he asked, and I looked at his unmoved body.

"I was just going to clean my mess up" I said, and he smiled.

"Princess, do you know how long I was standing they're just watching you smile and dance." he said finally walking towards me.

"no" I whispered.

"Well since the first line of 'ocean eyes' and by the way you have the most beautiful singing voice ever." he said and grabbed my waist. 

"Your eyes remind me of that song" I whispered, and he smiled. my arms found his neck and even though he was taller than me by a long shot, I still could connect them.

"What song would be next?" he asked I went to his radio and looked at the playlist.

"Umm... 'Lost Boy' by Ruth B." I said and he smiled.

"Play it" he said I nodded and pressed the 'play' button, and he pulled me back to him wrapping his arms back around my waist, mine back to his shoulders. "I've never danced with a girl"

"Really, I used to go to balls when my mum was alive, so I learned to always dance with men" I said, and he smiled.

"Why the fuck is this song so sad" he said still smiling and looking at me.

"I have no clue" I whispered, and he nodded picking me up. I wrapped my legs around him and kept my arms on his shoulders.

"You know, three years ago if somebody told me I would be dancing in my room with the girl I bullied, I would have punched them for lying" he whispered, and I smiled.

"If three years ago somebody would have told me I would have the guy that bullied me help me escape from my father I would have laughed" I said, and he smiled kissing me while walking towards his bed. he laid me down and smiled. "ace"

"Yes princess"

"I think I am ready for you to take my virginity"

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