Jimin's pov
I woke up to Linda's voice,my head still feel dizzy but I tried to sit up but was slowly pushed on the bed again
Linda: You should rest more Oppa,I was so scared when I saw you on the floor,and you looked so lifeless
I felt the worried tone
,and just smiled at her
Ji: Lower your head here for a bit
I asked and when she did I ruffled her hair as I laughed(forced one) since I don't want to worry her more
Ji: I am fine my dear little one
,what time is it?
L: Its 8pm ,you were unconscious for so long and I called a doctor then ,he said that you were stressed and fatigued so yo should rest ..I tried to call Sir Jungkook but he was not picking his phone
I tried hard to not cry again,what did I expect...of course he is out there enjoying his alone time with his now girlfriend ...girlfriend ,I could not help it ,my tears could not be retained anymore so I cried again while my eyes stinged more than ever but not more than my heart
L: Oh myy...Oppa what's wrong?
I feel Linda's arm hugging me which lead me to cry more
L: Ple-please tell me don't cry
,you'll make me cry too...its Sir Jungkook?
My eyes widened...how did?
Ji: H..ow?
L: I've known for a while ,you are always looking at him with hearts in your eyes ,I-I did not want to put fuel to the fire when talking about it but today I think I know enough,when he said that they were dating not long after I heard you crying Oppa..it broke my heart
I heard her sobbing while I rub her back softly,why do I always worry people?it would be better if I am gone
L: I-I can't Oppa,why why are you suffering in so many ways ?its unbearable to see you like this *sob
I felt my heart broke more hearing her sob
Ji:Linda don't cry my lil sister huh...even if I am suffering ...being able to know you and all my friends was a given to me so thank you for always taking care of me ,I want you to not say anything to Jungkook okey ?not even the recent event ,please?
I said while cupping her face ,she just nodded and I hugged her for the last time
Ji: Go sleep its late now-
L: Oppa ,do you still want to sleep here ..in this room?Sir have many other rooms why don't you sleep there ?
Ji: I will ask him when he come
home then..now shooo
L: Good night Oppa,love youu
Ji: Me too baby
When she left ,I just sat laid on the bed ,what are you doing now Jungkook,are you two enjoying the moonlight beach or holding each other hand in public?kissing her or d-doing more ?stupid me for loving you,I always heard that first love hurt most of the time but I still hoped that mine would be different but guess miserable will be miserable in the end ...I feel my tears rolling down and my eyes could barely open ,when I had enough I gradually fell asleep in the cold room
