Kakashi. H x Reader

~2~ present as in future.

Pretned that kakshi killed rin after a few weeks of obito's death!!!

(Pretend you look the same as in the other pic but a little older.)

Enjoy.

It had been about...a few years since the incident. Kakshi had accidentally killed rin, that meant it was just me and him left.
I couldn't hate him though, he was clearly unable to even keep his emotions hidden back then. I was sat in my room wiht my diary open. Empty pages from a few days ago. I barely had thoughts, diaries are supposed to keep secret information hidden but still to be read by the person who writes and uses it, but mine isn't hidden. Everyone knows what kakashi had done, everyone knows that obito died.

My eyes would swell with tears when I would think about kakshi, he was the only person I had left in my lonely life. Many people still care for kakashi and I was one of them.
I could never hate him, never. He used to be so rude and cold, but lately he had changed, we are both nearly 13.

Kakashi had joined the anbu and I was just doing normal missions, I wasn't as strong as him.
He would rarely show up, I'd only see him if he was back from missions or heading off to one.
I wouldn't see him on his normal days off.

I decided to go and walk around the village instead of hiding myself in my room and isolating. I put my diary down and left it open.
...
TIME SKIP-

I ran to my door and put my shoes on, I already had my mission clothes on, I sometimes fall asleep in them too. (Oops)

I closed my door and just walked slowly around. Kids would scream and hug each other, the sky was a slight shade of blue and white. Adults and their families all hanging together. Why was I not like them?

Seeing kids made me remind myself that I used to be one too. I used to be like them, always going on small missions..but now I'm nearly 14 and I barely even have a friend in my life.
It's fine though, life isn't as easy as people think and it never will be for me.

My life wasn't perfect but I still tried to keep it normal...

TIME SKIP-

Recently the hokage announced that there would be chunin exams go in on for the other young shinobi's out there, so the hokage would be a little busy.
That was a chance for me to take a break from my missions. Right?

I just hope the chunin exams aren't boring.
They were back for me, I found it more than boring, just thinking about it makes me want to puke.
...

I headed down the massive village area where people were just shopping and walking by, my legs were sore because of a previous mission I had about it a week ago, I get some extra time to rest because I was the type to never give up.
I barely looked at anyone, I just walked around and around, area to area. I was always focused and lost in my thoughts that I just kept walking around.
After a few minutes of just silent walking and spacing out, I bumped into someone, I fell back a little bit I managed not to fall. I rubbed my forehead and hissed. "Ow.." I whispered.