𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃

CHAPTER ONE

NOUR NAJIM

"Maybe it was worth it after All,My love was sent to Me as a treasure"

                      ﹒❀﹐✶﹒▹﹒◖﹒✩﹒

We Sometimes hold into something or someone in our lives thinking that it's what's best for everyone but it's not,sometimes we have to let go,even when the pain of it will be hard ,we have to,if those people don't appreciate you in their lives then there is nothing you can do,but I realised that we are not supposed to block others from our lives or love just because of our past ,love can be the cure ,you can never know

"Nour,come down and eat binty ,you must be hungry" the voice of my mother snapped me out of my thoughts making me sigh

"Yes mama coming,just a second" I replied folding my prayer mat and taking off my abaya ,I just finished praying my isha and I really feel much better than i was before,compared to how my day went,and the highlight of it was getting yelled at by my boss ,don't even get me started ,but that's the last thing on my mind.
Making my way down the stairs as I make some dikhr ,I try to do as much as I can to get more hasanat,may Allah accept from all of us

Reaching downstairs I saw mama coming with a nother plate of her delicious food and oh my god it smells delicious

"Assalamu Allaikum" I greeted everyone on the dinner table with a smile

"Wa Allaikum Assalam" they greeted back,and by them I mean my parents and my two older sisters Layla and Ruba

"Are you okay Baba?" I asked my father seeing him in deep thought

He looked at me with a fake smile,I know because I'm his daughter and I know my father too well

"Eh ya binti,I'm fine,just a little tired "

I just nodded in response knowing that putting pressure on the topic won't change his answer

"Did something happen today,why do you look like that?" My mom asked making me look at her
"Like what ?
"Horrible ,that's what she means"my sister Ruba who is only one year older than me said making me snap my head at her
"Nobody asked you smart pants"I replied with a glare

She was about to say something when mama made us both flinch
"Aren't you a little too old for this you two?? She said with a stern voice making us look down
"Mam-"I tried to say
"Shhh ,I don't want to hear it,now ,why you look like you have been crying?" She asked me

"W-what are you talking about Mama?,I'm fine ,just tired from work"I replied with a stutter making me close my eyes for that

"You better tell me now,or I will call your company,you know me"she said making me look at her with wide eyes,trust me she can do just that ,that's my mother

"Mama,there is nothing wrong really,just tired ,don't worry,if there was a problem I would've told you"did I convince her?

"Ok,if you say so"she replied but I know she is not satisfied with my answer

"Let her be Mama"Layla said which made me look at her instead ,please save me,open a conversation big sis

"How was your day? We barely talk nowadays"she asked,making me thank her for that,she is an English teacher and I'm most definitely proud of her

"Yeah,oh well it was good AlhamduliAllah,you know how work is,had two meetings with different companies and I had to do the presentations myself ,and that is normal " I said making her nod but I can see she was trying to see through my eyes,I work at a company, ,a well known one in the country,i work at the design department ,well I design abayas and I really love my job