TW: Mentions of SH
Alexander Hamilton's POV:
Alex walked through the Automatic turning doors, looking around, looking for something. he smiles as he see a counter, he walks up to it, looking around, admiring the place, until he gets to the counter.
"Hello there!" says an around 30 year old woman, from Alex's assumptions.
" Hi, I'm new here" he says nervously, not wanting to mix up his words. smiling awkwardly "The name is Alexander Hamilton"
"Okay!....." she looks at her clipboard, then opens a drawer, pulling out a Key. She hands the Key to Alexander. "Here is your dorm key, your dorm number should be on the keychain on the key." She says with a grin.
"Thank you" he says not loud but not quiet. he turns away to walk to the rooms.
"Oh wait, I forgot to tell you, you have a roommate, his name is John Laurens" she said chuckling a bit at her orgetness.
Alex nods and turns back away to the stairs, he looks at the keychain on the key, the room number being- C16. He nods to himself and goes to the third floor, going past 8 pairs of doors, he looks at the door that says C16 and uses his key to go in. He walks in. Passing a bathroom, and walks towards the 2 bed bedroom, one side being decorated, the other empty. He sits on the empty bed and places his bags on the bed , and then he stands back up and starts to unpack.
He finishes unpacking and then changes, into a short sleeved shirt, some jeans and a hoodie. He lays on his bed, and fidgets with his hands until he heard an unlock, he jumps and sits up.
It's his roommate, John Lauren's.
"Hello.?" John says to Hamilton, wondering why Alex looks shook
Alex gulps and calms down a bit to the sight of Laurens. A tall guy, light brown hair, it was in a low bun, hundreds of freckles cover his face.
"Sorry, you scared me" Alex stands up and walks up to him, his cheeks becoming red, for a reason he didn't know, his body felt weird, his face got warm, his hands sweaty, and he struggled to talk around John "I'm Alexander, just call me Alex tho"
"You good? Your super red, your probably overheated, you should take off your hoodie" John says concerned a bit
"No! I mean no thanks" Hamilton says panicked, crossing his arms quickly.
Laurens is concerned but doesn't want to pressure him. "Okay, well welcome to Kings college" he says, calmly but also annoyed to Hamilton.
Hamilton groans to himself, for making a shit impression, but in matter of fact, Laurens wasn't upset at all. Hamilton walks into the bathroom, locking it. Then taking his hoodie off in front of the mirror, looking at his arms, scars and cuts being on his arms, ever since then... he'd hurt himself, telling him he deserved it.
He pulls a pocket knife out of his pocket, looking at his wrist, he puts the knife back in his pocket and just picks the scabs of the old ones. after a bit He stops, and looks in the mirror, looking at himself in absolute disgust seeing his wrist and scars.
"You deserve it.." he said quietly to him self, he hears the door open and close, he assumes John left ,so he puts on his white hoodie back on He then walks out and sees John is still there. He jumps.
"Woah.. you good?" John says "you're bleeding." He says seeing the blood bleed through Hamilton's hoodie sleeves
Hamilton grabs some bandages from his bag, ignoring John, not wanting to say something stupid caused by his emotions, and walks to the bath room, he feels a hand on his wrist, and flinches bc of the scars and cuts.
"You didn't answer my question" John says, grabbing Hamilton's wrist, but quickly let's go, seeing some sort of pain from Hamilton's eyes. "Woah... are you.. okay?" He says after letting go
Hamilton just rolls his eyes and goes into the bathroom, locking the door. He wraps the bandage in his hand around his wrist, covering the wounds
John just frustrated sighs and walks out to get a snack from the vending machine .
Hamilton walks out to see Laurens is gone .he walks around the room, seeing Lauren's turtle, it's in a big tank, he sits on Lauren's bed and watches the little turtle swim and eat from the small dish of turtle food, which is just some fruits and veggies.
"John must really like turtles.." he says to himself, looking at the turtle plushie on Laurens bed.
The dorm room door unlocks, its John, Alex doesn't realize, he's zoned out while watching the turtle.
"he's a cool little dude, right?" Laurens says chuckling a bit. He quickly stops when he sees Hamilton jump, He doesn't ask though. He sits next to Alex
"sorry you scared me again, yea he is. I hope you don't mind me sitting on your bed, hah.." he says forcing a laugh. He blushes again, he cant control it, his hands become sweaty again.
"you look overheated again, you should really take your hoodie off, it'll help" John says concerned again. He gives Hamilton a desperate look, trying to help him, not wanting him to have a heat stroke.
"Uh, no thanks I'm fine" he says giving a fake smile Hamilton says
"Okay, don't call me when your dying bc of a heat stroke" John says playfully. "anyways, tomorrow you should meet my friends, it'll help you find some new friends, assuming you don't have any bc todays your first day"
"oh umm sure I guess, we should get to bed tho, its getting late" Hamilton gets up and goes to the bathroom to change, he comes out wearing a hoodie and some sweat pants.
"oh um ok" john's eyes follow Hamilton, until he goes in to the bathroom. "Jesus I'm gay.." John says to himself. he lays down and puts his hands over his face, then watches Hamilton go to bed as he walks out of the bathroom, watching the way Hamilton's arms flow so effortlessly when he walks, the way he plopped down on the bed so tiredly, everything about him did something to John, made him feel happy.
A/N: IM SORRY IF I MADE YOU CRINGE, I SUCK AT WRITING SHIT. SOOO YE.
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